My name? Call me Nabiki. Pull up a stool and have a drink with me. Your treat, of course. My story? No, I don't think so. My story is... painful. I'd rather not talk about my life. I made a mistake. I was stupid and young. I tried to make up for it. Damn, now I'm getting depressed... I should tell you about my sister instead. Akane is younger than me by about a year. Some people call her a hero. Some people call her a terrorist. Just a matter of perspective, I guess. I mean, when you look at her life, it could have been mine. It was just a matter of luck and timing. We have something in common: it all went wrong when Ukyou showed up. Ukyou is this... person. She's actually two people. Don't ask me to describe it. Ukyou walked into our lives and nothing was ever the same. Ukyou has a destiny. You can feel it. The world, it spins in her wake. It orbits around her and leaves everything changed. Not necessarily bad, just changed. Akane was drawn into Ukyou's world pretty quickly. She became her friend. And though I didn't realise it, I was drawn in too. We all were. People either became Ukyou's friends, or her enemies. But then Akane did something that none of us did. She got to know Chris. Chris is... you could say he's Ukyou's nemesis. The yin to her yang, so to speak. Chris was a creature, a man who lived in the corpses of murder victims. He and Ukyou used to be friends, but then they - pretty understandably, huh? - started to hate each other. Chris liked Akane. I don't know why. I don't WANT to know why. And when Akane got burned by Ukyou, it was Chris who came to her. She became his friend. She did so by making him promise that he would never kill anyone again. This, by the way, worked extremely well, by which I mean it didn't work at all. Sure, Chris never killed anyone... he just later got flunkies to do it for him. And then Akane died. Damn. Have you ever seen a loved one die? Now try picturing that, but this time you get to experience the moment of death from their point of view. I swear, telepathy is a curse. I need another drink. ... Don't worry, there's a happy ending here. Akane was brought back to life, except she came back... different. She was still Akane, but she had been touched, altered in some way. She could sense the flow of destiny now. She could see the path set out before her. She fought it, tooth and nail. In the process, she may just have saved the world. Akane became her own person. Ukyou went off to England. She was trying to help this girl Hotaru. But she failed. Hotaru died, and came back as something twisted and hungry and hateful. Ukyou vanished, and didn't return for seven years. Chris... Chris killed Akane's best friend by making her commit suicide. He did this in front of her. He then offered her a place by his side while he made the perfect possible future. I believe she politely told him to go fuck himself. And so here we are, seven years later. Ukyou's come back, and she's still chasing that girl she let down in England. Chris has emerged and now he has the power to make himself a god. And Akane? Akane's just a mortal, still. Damn. That wasn't as cheerful a story as I had hoped. Let's wash the bad taste out of our mouths, shall we? C&A Productions Presents A Work of Blatant Self-Insertion Hybrid Theory Chapter 29: Faint: B Side It was amazing how easy it was to remain unnoticed. True, the city was almost depopulated, and the few remaining stragglers were mostly resting from the apocalyptic struggles of the day before. But the survivors were one and all superhuman in some manner, many with naturally or magically enhanced senses, and after surviving no less than three virtually all-powerful foes in the span of a day, were understandably extremely wary. Angel slipped by them all. It was nearly effortless, almost frighteningly so. Of course, she'd always been good at sneaking around. As a child, she'd once filched the key to her cabinet where her parents had kept all the liquor, slipped a half-full bottle into her coat, and replaced the key as she'd sauntered out the door to greatly impress all the other kids on the street, all without being noticed. Of course, the lack of any other candidates for the theft when it had inevitably been discovered had been a flaw in her otherwise brilliant plan. As a martial artist, Angel had taken to stealth like a duck to water. She understood how to make use of the space in an area, what areas would be hidden from the eye level of a passerby, how to breathe and move evenly, calmly and soundlessly. As she'd grown older and learned more from her many different masters, she'd grown further in ability; learning to guess which way a person would turn by the subtle tells of their muscles, becoming so comfortable with using other shadows to hide her own that by now it was second nature. She'd snuck through a chaotic Dark Kingdom with ease before her unfortunate run-in with Ranma. All of that was nothing, however, compared to the mastery her void chakra was imparting to her. She was no longer even looking for any possible watchers, except out of ingrained habit. Walking onto a street, she was instantly aware of everyone on it. She could tell their height to within millimeters, whether they were excited, angry, happy or sleeping, their hair colour, and a thousand other things, even if they were inside a partially reconstructed building. And that was without even paying attention. She flitted like a ghost between the people in the ruins in Tokyo. The glowing golden wings that hovered just away from her back slightly outshone the morning sunlight, but it made no difference. She hid in the shadows of the people she was slipping by, she passed soundlessly over or behind or through them, she blended seamlessly as a chameleon into a momentary interplay of light and shadow as eyes unknowingly slid over her. And it was so easy. Some of these people had magical senses, yes; Second Circle effects that would pierce her stealth like a boot smashing through a spiderweb, but they needed first to know where to look. None of them even felt anything out of place, no-one even glanced around with puzzlement. They might as well have been on another world. She hadn't even had this new applicability for her tattoos for a week. This was only the second time she'd seriously used it, and the first time she had done so deliberately. Not that it was any more powerful than anything else she did, she supposed, but it was so much less... intuitive. Or maybe it was just that she wasn't used to it. She reached the point where Chris had told her to wait. Any number of good vantage points presented themselves; Angel chose a small alcove on the far side of a half-tumbled wall. The smell here, close to the ground, was atrocious. The ground here was only mildly damp, but Tokyo was a long way from recovering from the horrific flood of the day before. She didn't look to see what was what amongst the unidentifiable detritus that lay scattered around, but her head was instantly filled with the unwanted information anyway. Not every aspect of an enhanced void chakra was helpful. She took a deep breath - through her mouth - and shifted the focus of her power. Void to water. She'd been walking since the night before, trekking across the broken landscape of Japan. Chris had told her that due to the high number of powerful beings in or watching Tokyo, he preferred not to risk transporting her directly there. By now she was quite tired, but she felt the fatigue wash away as the healing, transforming chakra flooded her body with energy. If Chris could raise a mountain of earth and technology into the sky without anyone in the world noticing, why couldn't he have just as easily put whatever he wanted in Tokyo? The question had suddenly occurred to her during the long walk. She'd tried to put it aside, but it kept flitting back at quiet moments. Angel sighed. She'd ask when she returned. Right now, she had a job to do. It had been a minute precisely. She shifted her focus back to void, and felt her instantly, just like Chris had said she would. Cologne wasn't nearly as injured as she should have been. Her body showed the signs of massive recent trauma, but they were fading swiftly. She had undergone a remarkable recovery in the last twelve hours. This was not merely due to water chakra, though her body fairly hummed with it, but due to more technologically-based enhancements. Her body had been altered, rebuilt from the genetic level. The effects of age had been reversed, obviously, but many other subtle changes had been made as well. Angel lacked the knowledge to determine exactly what the changes did, but their effects on her physical condition were easy to determine. Cologne would survive many injuries that would kill an ordinary fighter. But not all of them. She was about to look. Angel slid from her secluded spot, slipping away before the woman's eyes brushed over it. She was looking for something, but she was wary, too. Her mood was a mixture of surprised hopefulness and tense fear. She suspected she was walking into a trap. Her fear wasn't just for herself, though. She constantly glanced behind her, as if wondering if she'd been followed. Angel could have told her that so far, she hadn't been. She didn't look like a threat. She didn't look like a person with a vendetta, or even like the powerful martial artist who had humbled Angel months ago in Stockholm. She looked like a scared young woman with old, old eyes. Angel hadn't pried into Chris's reasons for why Cologne had to be killed now, though he had dismissed the woman after their encounter in France. She hadn't wanted to know. She had wanted to go out, get away from Akane and her own thoughts, and accomplish something concrete. She'd wanted to feel useful and needed again, erase all the thoughts that kept flashing through her head as unwantedly as the composition of the detritus on the ground. She was hesitating. This was stupid. Void chakra or no void chakra, Cologne had proven herself no opponent to be trifled with. Angel had already been taught the harsh lesson of her limits by people like her, and Ranma, and Akira. She could outmatch anyone in raw ability in any field, but raw ability wouldn't always win the day against greater skill and experience. Angel knew Cologne could easily thrash even Akira in a fight; Angel's only chance was to take advantage of the surprise of her new power, strike decisively before the woman noticed her. If she was discovered before she attacked, or if Cologne could call for help, Angel would need a miracle to escape Tokyo. Every moment she delayed was risking catastrophic failure. But she still hesitated. She slid into the shadow of a ledge just as Cologne's eyes passed above it. Her nervous, excited hope was fading now - she was finding no trace of whatever she was looking for. Soon she'd turn back. Angel swore at herself. What was she doing? This was the path she'd chosen for herself. She believed in the perfect possible future. She believed in Chris. The questions in her head were just that, questions. But right now, she had a duty to fulfill. Cologne glanced backward one last time. Then she looked forward, searching for something she missed. She opened her mouth as if to call out for someone, and that was when Angel slipped behind her and drove her sword through the woman's heart. * Akira stepped into the hospital, and immediately wondered why she had done so. She knew a lot about human anatomy, that was true. However, her knowledge consisted almost solely of ways to make the body break, bleed and explode. She looked around, taking in the walking wounded and those less fortunate. Her first thought was that there were surprisingly few injuries. Then she realised why. She closed her eyes. Those killed by Gyro had been killed very thoroughly. Wherever the Sealing Sword had gone, it tended to leave corpses. Then there were the millions killed in the opening actions of the battle. Plus tens of millions more killed by Pharaoh 90. Akira's hand twitched. She could still feel Neherenia's neck snapping. The feedback of the shattered spine sending a tingle up her palm. She could feel the woman's body pressed against her own. She grimaced and staggered to the side, feeling suddenly nauseous. Damnit. She smacked her palm against the wall. So many people had died, and she was still focusing on that? What was wrong with her? "Please don't do that." Akira looked around. There was a girl with blue hair there. She was wearing a nurse's uniform, though it had been retailored so that it looked more like a circus outfit than anything from an emergency room. It had also been altered to show off the assets the girl mostly didn't have. It took Akira a moment to recognise her. "PallaPalla?" "Yes, Miss Akira. But could you keep it down? The patients are trying to sleep." The girl glanced over her shoulder at the people moving about. There were a lot of other nurse-like uniforms. Most of them had the telltale signs of new hybrids, though a few, like a catgirl Akira recognised, had auras that weren't youma in the slightest. Akira nodded her head. Really, the hospital wasn't much. It was one of the few buildings restored by the more industrially-inclined people here. It was just going to serve as a temporary base, a stable and safe location for the wounded to be taken to for treatment. Unlike the other buildings, here all of the rubble had been cleared out and the entire first floor restored to almost perfection. Akira had to hand it to Tethys, her people were efficient. "What are you doing here?" Akira asked. She wasn't sure what prompted her to ask it. She did feel something towards the girl, and her sisters. It was a strange sense of obligation. Akira realised she'd done something up there, altered their destiny in some way. "Just trying to help..." She leaned in and whispered conspiratorially, "But between you and me, all these injured people are kind of downers." Akira smiled a little. "Why hang around then?" "Cologne asked us to." The new girl that showed up turned out to be the red-head of the quartet, VesVes. Akira nodded. "Where is she, then?" Akira frowned. "I would have thought she'd be with Purgstall and Tethys..." Of course, Akira could see why Cologne had the four of them here. Considering the delicate nature of the negotiations between Tethys and Arkanphel, it was understandable that she'd want them... elsewhere. "She was actually helping out here," VesVes said. "Then she ran off to chase somebody." Akira looked at her sharply. "Who?" Akira knew there was one person that Cologne might be interested in enough to leave her 'family' behind to chase. "Some guy in a white cloak," PallaPalla supplied. She turned towards the rest of the room. "Hey JunJun!" she screamed at the top of her lungs. "Who was that dork Cologne was after again?" Akira winced. So much for peace and quiet. "Shut up, you idiot!" JunJun yelled back, her green hair... things bobbing up and down as she did. "People are trying to sleep!" "Sorry!" PallaPalla yelled back. "Don't apologise to me!" JunJun roared. "Do it to them!" "Sorry, everyone! Go back to bleeding to death and stuff in peace now, okay?" she yelled at them all, then winked and gave them a thumbs up. Akira rubbed the back of her neck and tried to look like she wasn't involved. The other two members of the Quartet arrived shortly thereafter. "What did you want to know again?" JunJun said to Akira, her voice surly as she gave the girl a half-lidded glare. Akira stared back, slightly offended. She had saved her life and... No. Bad thoughts. Akira shook her head clear. "I was asking about the boy Cologne went after." "Oh, him." JunJun paused. "Some guy showed up, said he spotted a guy with long black hair in the fight. White robe, thick glasses, Chinese-looking." She shrugged. "Said he was talking about the Joketsuzoku. When Cologne heard that, she told us to stay put and ran off." "Joketsuzoku? What a ridiculously undignified name." CereCere said with a snort. Says the girl who calls herself an 'Amazoness', Akira thought but didn't say. "That... sounds awfully suspicious." "Huh?" JunJun looked at her. "Well, it's obviously someone Cologne knows..." Akira nodded to herself. "But if that's the case, why wouldn't he stop by to see her? No... something isn't right." She narrowed her eyes. "I'm going to go find her." "We're coming, too!" VesVes declared. "I..." Akira frowned. "Whatever. Let's go." * Angel realised her mistake instantly. Cologne had no awareness, no way to react to Angel stepping behind her. But a sword sliding into her back was quite another thing altogether. She reacted with the instinctive reflexes of a trained warrior, jerking herself to the side to avoid the fatal blow. But Angel had attacked slightly from the left, and thus her sword still drove through the woman's chest. If Angel had struck again, she probably would have finished her off, but before she could decide if it was safe to do so, Cologne had literally leaped off the blade piercing her, twisting in mid-air to land in a crouch. There was a long moment of silence. Cologne's eyes, despite the pained grimace on her features, were bright and sharp. They took in Angel with a single glance, and a resigned understanding filled them. "Ahhh," she said softly. "Karma." The woman was clutching her chest as a bloom of red stained the white silk cheongsam she was wearing. Her body was trembling slightly as she attempted to stay still and hide the extent of the damage, but her efforts were in vain. Angel could tell at a glance every bit of injury she had done to the woman, from the smallest ruptured capillary to the lung that had very nearly been torn in two. Terrible injuries, but not fatal yet, Angel was certain. What Angel wasn't so certain of was what her best option now was. How much had Cologne's fighting ability been diminished? Could she risk a shift to air chakra to try and finish her off? For the moment, she would be able to tell anything Cologne tried to do before she even moved, but she'd just been reminded that the void chakra didn't physically enhance her ability to react to what she noticed. "I don't suppose telling you that I am no longer trying to destroy Chris would make a difference at this point?" Cologne said slowly. Her voice was dry and controlled, but Angel could hear the pain in it. She knew that the woman was spending a great deal of energy keeping up appearances. The tactical part of Angel's mind, the one honed by Chris and her various masters over the years, knew this was an advantage. Cologne had no idea how much Angel knew. She was spending most of her energy on a bluff that wasn't working. "Ah... I see not so much," Cologne coughed. Angel ignored her for the moment, weighing the odds of her options. She didn't have time to waste talking to her target. Not only did every moment raise the chance they would be discovered, but it was giving Cologne precious moments to heal and regain combat effectiveness. Since running wasn't an option, that left attack, risky though it was. "Wait," Cologne said, shifting position slightly. "I don't know how you got so close to me without my noticing, child. You have more abilities than I gave you credit for. But I hope you can sense this." Angel switched to a defensive stance as fire chi suddenly built up in Cologne's body. Then she blinked. That was... "Ah, I see you understand," Cologne chuckled. "I concede defeat, child. I am not even attempting to heal myself. You may kill me at your pleasure. But if you strike, I will release a flare of energy that will bring everyone in this city running. Do you think yourself able to escape Tethys or Frederick, if they see what you have done?" Angel shifted from foot to foot. She knew that Cologne was telling the truth. She didn't think, at this point, that Cologne could convert all that fire chi to something more offensive before Angel could strike, either. "So I guess we have a stalemate," she said slowly. Until someone else comes along, her mind unhelpfully added. But she could still finish the woman off before anyone else could interfere, if it came to that. "So, child, have you made your decision?" "No," Angel admitted. This was not really going at all like it ought to. "Then... if you do not mind, I'm going to sit." Cologne settled back with a grimace of pain. "And while you are deciding if I am to live or die, I think I would like to know more about you, child." "I already gave my life story out yesterday, if you don't mind," Angel growled. "Mmm," Cologne wheezed. Her fingers twitched and lips pursed as if she almost wanted to pull out a pipe... which, Angel's senses informed her, she in fact had on her person. Probably hard to smoke on only one lung, Angel reasoned. "That will be unnecessary," she finally said. "I used all the resources I had, both of Chronos and otherwise, to research Chris for years. I know all about your past, girl. You were held in a Chronos facility, which was suddenly and mysteriously destroyed with no known survivors. Since the forensic examinations revealed that the Chronos personnel there were by and large killed by some sort of plant-based creatures, it was written off as some remnant aragami incident, but I think we both know better." She paused, breathing slowly and shallowly for a moment. "Sit down, child. I told you I surrendered to you, and I meant it. If you doubt my word, I can end this and make the point moot." Her chi flared just the tiniest bit, not enough to make anyone more than a few feet away take notice but more than enough to convince Angel of the woman's continuing tight control. Angel growled. The damn woman was bluffing her into a corner. She had to regain at least a little bit of the initiative. "Fine," she said, suddenly smiling. "I'll sit." She abruptly leaped, spinning over Cologne's head and landing behind her. She relaxed back into a sitting position, gesturing broadly with her sword so that a shadow of the blade briefly fell in front of Cologne. "So you know about how Chris saved me from the monsters that you've been working for for years. That's a rotten anecdote to try and convince me to disobey him." Cologne chuckled. She hadn't moved, but Angel could feel her tense up, just a little bit. Nobody liked having an enemy at their back, but the woman wasn't going to push the issue. Angel slowly shifted her focus from void to air. Cologne would probably notice, and Angel wouldn't be able to read the subtle tells of the woman's chi anymore, but there would still be no way for her to let off her 'warning signal' without Angel noticing, and now she could react far faster if Cologne tried to attack. "I acknowledge your point. But then, neither of us could rightly be called saints, could we?" "Cut to the chase already," Angel snapped. "I thought you'd be used to circuitous conversation, given the company you keep," Cologne replied, then coughed. "But it does hurt somewhat to speak. So I'll ask you a question. I know how you met Chris. But I do not know what drives you. Is it mere gratitude? Or something more, some greater ideal?" "Chris intends to empower humanity to fight off what threatens it." "Does he?" Cologne said noncommittally. "Yes," Angel replied, considering how best to phrase it without giving away specifics of Chris's plan. "This world, this universe we were thrown into without any safety net. Look around you. You may have won the fight yesterday, but that's hardly any consolation to the people in Japan, is it? To say nothing of the consequences the destruction here will have elsewhere. To say nothing of the fact that... ZOALORD Gyro," she deliberately emphasised the title, "destroyed half the Middle East. Hundreds of millions of people, Cologne. The biggest disaster in history. In a single day, despite everything all you heroes tried to do about it. And there's bigger threats out there, as I'm sure you know." "It's not something I've given a lot of thought to," Cologne replied. "But there may be something to what you say. Still, it doesn't reveal your ideal." "I figured you'd realise," Angel said. "You were in France when Chris destroyed Millennium." "Indeed I was. So is Chris going to save us from Galaxia and her ilk?" "No, not like that. Even there, he let the French do it themselves, just... making sure the wrong people didn't profit by it." "And who chooses-" "Oh, don't even start with that," Angel interrupted. "Would you have chosen Agito Makashima to inherit the power of any empire?" "Point taken." Cologne chuckled a little, then coughed again. Angel was feeling more comfortable now. Though she still didn't really have a good idea on how to get out of this, at least she felt more in control of the situation. "Chris isn't trying to rule the world, though he could. He wants to get us to fight off our own problems, without horrible disasters like this happening. So he's going to encourage people, let victories like that one inspire them. He'll protect us until we're ready, then let us defeat Galaxia or whomever by ourselves." "Like children," Cologne mused. "Yes, like children, if you want to put it that way," Angel snapped. "I suppose you'd prefer if we were all dead, instead of our dignity theoretically marred by someone most people won't even realise exists. Or maybe you'd prefer if he just took over everything and killed everyone bad for us. That'd make you feel all grown up and independent?" "Calm yourself," Cologne said. "I never said I disagreed with your philosophy. You make a strong case, particularly after these recent events. I will have to think on it. But, I wonder... is Chris truly the saviour you declare is necessary?" "Who else could be?" Angel said. "If he isn't, then nobody is." "Is that so? What makes him so special, then?" "He's... the chosen one, of course!" Angel replied. "Nobody can do what he does." "Mmm, so is it his power? That none are greater than him?" "Not just that. He's... different. Unique. He's..." "Perhaps," Cologne interrupted, brushing at her lips. "He is powerful, though I know others who are powerful. He is dead yet alive, though we are all aware of others that fit that description. He appears to come from beyond this world, though who among us has not felt that some in the last seven years did that? But for the sake of argument, let us say he is uniquely powerful. But that does that make him not human, Angel?" "Well, why wouldn't it?" Angel snapped. "You're arguing just for the sake of arguing. Just because you don't want to admit you're wrong." "Perhaps," the woman repeated. "But we met him at different times, and my impression of him does not match yours. Do you feel he is not human, Angel? Does he not have human wants, desires, weaknesses?" "Well..." Angel hesitated. "No... I mean, he cares about me, he's always treated me well..." she trailed off. Damn it. It was that girl. That not-Link girl. And Akane. What was that all about? He'd never acted like that before... but that was the point. He never had. Chris shouldn't just change how he acted because some person was around... "Cares about you? Oh, girl, I thought you knew better." And there her voice regained the same sharp edge Angel had seen in her eyes. It reminded her of Link taunting her. "And just what's that supposed to mean?" she growled. "Don't play games with me." "How many others survived along with you, Angel, in that Chronos camp?" Cologne said. "Actually, it's not necessary to answer. All bodies were identified and catalogued as the prisoners, since the records were not destroyed. All except yours, of course." "He saved me-" "Indeed he did," Cologne said. "Saved you. You, silver-haired girl with a family history of rebellion and idealism, who had exceptional talent for martial arts, who would prove willing to kill or die for his cause." "So what?" Angel retorted. "He's CHRIS. He knows things, things about people. I've seen him tell other people's secrets the first time he met them, so maybe he just knew about me..." she trailed off. She had been trained, Chris had trained her, to make educated guesses very well. She'd never thought about it like this before. But... "Was the great Chris, with all his knowledge, merely lucky?" Cologne continued relentlessly. "Did he simply stumble upon you on a routine trip to Chronos-occupied Mexico? No, of course not. He was searching, wasn't he?" "Wait-" "You were his chosen one. You knew that, I'll wager he even told you so. But did Chris merely find you at the last possible moment? He may know the secrets of the heart, but he has never claimed to know the future. Was it luck? Unlikely." "Shut up." But the details were coming back to her now. When she'd left the building, the zoanoids were already dead. Link had killed them with her monstrous plants. But that couldn't have happened in a few seconds. By the time she had seen Chris, he must have already... "Chris is a consummate planner. I find it unlikely he merely stumbled across that camp in time to save you and only you. I find it questionable that the zoanoids there breached Chronos protocol during a time of great tension in the area and engaged in a bloody, senseless massacre in broad daylight. Monsters they may be, but they are not usually all such fools as that. I find it unlikely that you merely happened to be the last child alive, Angel. But I do find it likely that none of that would have occurred to you when you were ten years old, Angel, merely happy to be saved, to be the chosen one of somebody who seemed all-powerful to you-" "SHUT UP!" Angel roared, leaping to her feet. "You're lying!" "No," Cologne said calmly. "If I was, you would be easily dismissing this. But your own memories are backing me up. Kill me if you wish, but you'll know you're the one hiding from the truth." Angel stared at the back of her neck, but couldn't move her sword. The woman kept talking. "I think Chris knew where you were long before you met him. I think Chris wanted a companion whose loyalty he could trust, who felt herself chosen for a great task. Who knows the power of that belief better than he, after all? Those other children, those prisoners who lacked your talents and history and special qualities, they would only interfere in the scenario he had planned. They might give you attachments, make you wonder why he was only interested in you. Perhaps he even delivered the anonymous tip that led Chronos to your parents' organisation-" This time Angel's arm moved, and Cologne finally fell silent as she felt the edge dig into the skin on the back of her neck. "I told you to shut up," she hissed. "Doing any of that would have been pointless. He's not some-" "Pointless?" Cologne continued, infuriatingly ignoring Angel's warning. Her knuckles turned white around the sword hilt. "For a god, yes, although I'm certain we can both think of times Chris has allowed people to die when his reasoning was not so soundly justified as with Agito Makashima. However, for a man, the train of thought is clear. A child taken from her family or rescued along with an entire camp of prisoners might be convinced of the importance of Chris's mission, but the whole scenario lacks the mythic resonance of being the sole survivor, doesn't it? With no attachments, having seen the brutal cruelty of the world close up, and instantly convinced this must have happened for a profound reason, who could expect you to do anything but follow your saviour willingly and loyally? Indeed, to be happy to do so? To give him worship, to hang on his every word. Not like Link, eh? I can't speak of gods, but every sane person craves someone who will comfort them, who will reassure them that their path is right. And the Chris I knew, a dead man forced to prey on the living to continue his own existence, certainly seemed to be seeking out that reassurance. Have you seen him search for it as well, Angel? Do you think he would allow some... inconvenient people to perish for it?" Angel began to laugh. She couldn't help it. It was a burning that started in the pit of her stomach and spread up. She felt her eyes were flowing over, and the squeezed them shut, but it did no good. She felt the salty tears reach her mouth, and that made her laugh harder. Now it made sense, didn't it? The girl, and Akane, and everything. Angel had been trained to make educated guesses very well. Except when she didn't want to. Anyone but Chris, it would have been obvious. He loved that girl in the tube. He loved Akane. He wanted them to love him back. He wanted to know someone would understand and accept him, after all he'd done. Angel had seen the same thing in a dozen different people of power, some of whom had done the most horrific things imaginable. The desire for love, friendship, support... even loyalty. Just something to prove someone else was on your side. But it had to come from an equal. Not a dog, unless you convinced yourself a dog was as good as a person. Angel was just a child to him. Sure, she'd made her own decisions. She'd thought about his ideas, about the perfect possible future, and decided she believed in it and Chris. Meeting Ukyou and Akira had caused her to doubt, knowing he'd lost had made her wonder, but she had always decided he was still right. She'd come back to believing in him. She'd assumed he knew that. But his attention was already elsewhere. On an equal. Not a child. Angel stopped laughing. Though her whole body had shook, the hand holding her sword remained utterly steady. "You're right," she said softly. "Or close enough. You're right, it makes complete sense. But so what? What kind of hypocrite do you take me for? I've killed... I've killed lots of people. I've stopped counting. How can I get upset just because some more people died to make me just a little more likely to do what I'm told? If I, if I just STOP, what does it say? What's the difference between them and me and anyone else? You asked me for my ideal. That's what matters. There's more dead people around us than anyone him or I or you or Link ever killed, Cologne." "And he didn't stop it," she said simply. "You don't know that yet," Angel replied. "If he does, you'll never even know it happened. Nobody will. Maybe he's just waiting for someone to ask him. Maybe I will." "No, you won't, Angel." Angel looked up. * Nabiki woke up and instantly regretted it. There was a small gorilla in her head and he had begun to play bongo drums. She tried to open her eyes only to have snakes made out of light begin to bite the inside of her eyelids. Her mouth was dry. Her nose ached. Well, Nabiki hadn't had a hangover like this in... she had never really had a hangover like this before. Oh, she had gotten drunk and regretted it in the morning. But last night she had gotten drunk in a way that defied sense. She was fairly certain that she had drunk her own body weight in alcohol, not counting the liquid the alcohol was mixed with. This was physically impossible, but what did she care about that? Yesterday she had fought a horrific dread queen who was also a nihilistic planet the size of the moon underneath a sky made out of blood and a green sun while a madman ripped the souls out of everybody in Tokyo. The important thing here was to... to... something. There was something you were supposed to do with a hangover. Nabiki dearly wished it was to lie on the ground moaning in pain until the magic hangover fairy came along and made your problems go away. Unfortunately, she was pretty sure that wasn't it. "Water!" she rasped, and regretted it as her ear and throat protested. Right, water. You were supposed to drink water. That sounded like it might involve getting up. Or moving. Or remaining conscious. None of these were things Nabiki looked forward to. Damn. She was the most powerful psychic on Earth! She had a brain that was magically evolved or something! It wasn't supposed to... oh, fuck it. Nabiki managed to open her eyes. She was in... an alley. The remains of an alley anyway. She remembered... a girl with white hair, who provided booze. She also kept talking about her boss, and how she didn't want to go back to work. She also said 'chuu' a lot. Other than that, and booze, Nabiki didn't remember much. But then again, forgetting had been the point. Ryouga- Damn. Not even two minutes. With a groan Nabiki forced herself to her knees. She immediately began to heave, but thankfully her stomach was empty. "Wow, boss, you look like shit." Nabiki snapped her head up. That was the plan. What she ended up doing was sort of tilting her head randomly, squeezing her eyes shut, overbalancing and tumbling back to the alley floor with a muffled grunt. She moaned there for a few seconds before a hand rested on her shoulder. "You okay?" "Yang?" Nabiki asked, recognizing the voice. She opened her eye a sliver and looked up. If that wasn't Yang, someone had stolen his hairstyle. That seemed unlikely. He nodded. His brother appeared over Yang's shoulder. Yun was wearing his traditional baseball cap and equally traditional grin. He knelt down and slipped around his brother a bit. "Geez, boss, the one time you could have used bodyguards, and you leave us behind?" "Not my job..." Nabiki muttered. "Bodyguards supposed to protect me..." She trailed off. Yun laughed. Yang frowned but didn't say anything. "No, seriously, why didn't you tell us you were having a giant showdown in Tokyo?" "Rose...?" Nabiki groaned out. "She..." Yang's frown deepened and he looked down. "...forgot." "Forgot?" Nabiki gasped. "Yeah, what a stupid thing!" Yun groused. "We just barely get settled in Bangkok to help her with settling down the country and she keeps forgetting to give us any assignments!" He threw up his hands. "At least you used to give us busywork so we felt less useless." He slapped his knees. "And then, when there's this big apocalyptic battle and everything, she rushes off and leaves us behind. We had to swim here from Thailand." He pulled out his long braid and twisted it, letting water drip to the ground. "Just got here this morning." "You... swam?" Nabiki looked at the water. She resisted the urge to start wringing Yun's braid out into her mouth. "It was..." Yang looked up at her. His eyes narrowed. "...very cold." "But we're here now, boss," Yun laughed. "So if you need someone to vomit on or something... Yang's here for you." "...idiot." Yang grunted. "Help me up," Nabiki grunted. Yang gently lifted her up to her feet. She realised as they began to walk down the alley that it was not so much 'they' walking as Yang doing so while allowing her the polite fiction of moving her legs. "What happened?" Yang asked. Let's see, I ran into Ryouga at the North Pole and he's doing well except for that whole having been alone with a nihilist all-powerful little girl for the last few years. We hit it off well, by which I mean while I was being tortured to death by my most hated enemy he decided to defend me but only got even more tortured for his trouble. Oh, we defeated her, only to have Ukyou let the bitch go for reasons she refused to talk to me about. And then an insane madman that nearly blew up the entire City of Black Ice fixed it with a snap of his fingers and kidnapped my sister who might be being brainwashed as we speak but that's okay because we were too busy with the other megalomaniac who had just blown up the entire Middle East. Then we fought him and nearly died except we then had to fight an ancient evil vampire god-thing that forced Ukyou to use her evil powers to save us and then we all fought a giant god-monster planet and Akira was forced to use HER evil powers to save us and Ukyou has gone off to fight the insane nihilist little girl who is in the centre of the soul of everyone in the universe threatening to blow it up. Oh, and Ryouga still hates me. "A lot," Nabiki croaked. "Need to talk about it?" Yang asked in his usual quiet tone. Nabiki felt a flash of memory. Sitting against the alley wall passing back and forth a bottle of... green... something... She remembered the white- haired girl asking Nabiki why she was being so mopey. "After all," Nabiki remembered her saying. "You have these magic psychic powers, chuu. Just MAKE him love you." Nabiki didn't remember how she responded, but given the surge of disgust and anger rising up in her she figured it wasn't agreement. "Whoa," Yun moaned, placing a hand against the wall. "Ow, my head." He clutched it. Nabiki looked at him. Yang cleared his voice. "You..." He closed his mouth and pursed his lips."...projected." Nabiki sighed. "Being a psychic with a hangover sucks," she muttered. "I'll say..." Yun moaned. "For pretty much everyone," Nabiki said. "How much have I... projected?" "Let's just say I learned more about your sex life in the last few minutes than in the last five years," Yun pointed out. Yang stared at him. "She didn't HAVE a sex life." "I know! Like all my fantasies were just ruined AND I have a headache." "You two..." Nabiki looked around. They had arrived at one of the stations set up by the survivors of the fight. There were a few people here, and they looked over idly but none of them were paying much attention. There had been a lot of partying last night. The kind of unrestrained revel that only the survivors of such a disaster could participate in. "...keep that to yourselves." "My lips are sealed," Yun promised. Yang smiled and nodded. He put her down in one of the scavenged chairs before leaving to fetch her something. "So... struck out, huh?" "You make it sound so petty," Nabiki hissed. "It's only the... the moment I've been working towards for seven years. Everything I did, all the scheming... just so that I could prove to him that I've changed. "And it didn't work." "Yeah, that sucks," Yun mused, leaning back and wringing out his hair some more. "What, that's it?" Nabiki asked. "Who needs that idiot anyway?" Nabiki suddenly remembered the white- haired girl saying. The girl had leaned in, smiling in a devious manner. "Let's just leave this place. Go pick up some strippers or something. What you need, is a good bout of break-up sex, chuu!" Nabiki shivered. She noticed Yun was as well. "Oh... sorry," Nabiki said. "Gah, not that you aren't hot or anything, boss, but wasn't that girl you were with, like, twelve? That's probably illegal even in Japan, you know." "Thanks for the tip," Nabiki said dryly. She frowned and looked down. The last thing she wanted was to think about sex. That was why she hadn't sought out Ranma last night. The fact was, she had intended to get brain-meltingly drunk and... and Ranma was Ranma. There had been something between them, these last few weeks. She wasn't certain where it came from, and she was certain it wasn't him doing anything... it was just there. She would never think of him that way. But... two young adults, scared and alone and drunk and... Yeah. That could have been a mess. So Nabiki had wandered the city, looking for someone to drink with. Someone who she could safely feel wasn't going to hit on her, and who she could also stand. She'd been forced to settle on some white-haired kid she didn't recognise from Eve but... "If he doesn't appreciate what you've done, chuu, then screw him." The girl's smile glittered in the darkness. "It isn't worth it, being good. Chuchuchu. Just stop thinking about what other people think!" "Did you...?" she looked up at Yun. He shook his head. Well, her control was coming back. But Nabiki frowned. That girl, what she could remember. She had reminded Nabiki a lot of... herself. Before she had made her wish. Before she had... seen what she had done to Ryouga. Caring about nothing but her own skin and her own pleasure. And... Nabiki patted her pants. That bitch had stolen her wallet! Oh, just great. Just another thing the old Nabiki would have done. Except she had changed! She wasn't that person anymore. She had fought to save the world. She had risked her life! How much more did Ryouga want? "He..." Yang said, sticking a glass of water out to her. She looked up at him, mortified. He met her gaze, letting her know she had indeed projected the last few thoughts to him. "...doesn't want anything from you." "He doesn't?" Nabiki took a long drink. "I suppose you're right." "So, the question you got to ask yourself, boss..." Yun said, as he stood up. "Did you do all that to win him back?" He looked at her and tossed his braid over his shoulder. "Or did you do it... because it's right?" With a smile and a wave he left, his twin brother walking out behind him. Nabiki was left alone. She looked at the glass in her hand. She thought back to everything that had happened. All the near-death fights... and all the laughter. The latter was much less common than the former. But she remembered watching Ukyou and Akira dance and just smiling to herself. She remembered watching Ranma and Minako embrace on the dock. Little moments. Little moments worth more than all the money in the world. She hissed and took a drink. Damn hangover was filling her head with crazy thoughts. Still... She looked around at the devastation around her. The shattered shells of buildings. The empty streets. The people there, desperately trying to look like they had won a victory. This had been her home. Why was she letting this continue? Why was she not fixing this? What, did she need to save it for... for a bigger disaster? Anything bigger than this and she wouldn't be around afterward. Shaking her head at herself, she pulled the Wishbringer from its sheath. She hesitated. This was it. One last time. She cleared her throat and took another drink. Better make this count. "I wish..." * JunJun wanted to jump forward. She wanted to kick that white-haired tramp in the face and get her away from Cologne. But the moment the five of them had walked around the corner to see Cologne at the mercy of some tattooed freak- girl, Akira had stopped in place and thrown out her hand in front of the quartet. Somehow that one gesture had stopped the four of them from rushing forward with violent intent. Which JunJun had to admit was probably a good thing, considering they had no more powers. Instead the white-haired girl had looked up as Akira had spoken. She had been crying and laughing at the same time, the tears running down along the tracks of her glowing facial tattoos. Lightning and rain, JunJun thought suddenly, struck by the imagery. "Akira..." she said. There was a sullen resignation in her tone. "Angel, you don't want to do this," Akira said, stepping away from the quartet. "Don't!" Angel warned. Her blade shifted and a red drop appeared along Cologne's neck. She hissed. VesVes snarled and stepped forward. "NO!" Cologne gasped. "Girls, stay back!" Akira held up her hands and took a step back. "Okay, let's just stay calm..." "CALM!" Angel snapped. She gasped and held in a sob. "Damn you! I don't want to be calm!" Akira didn't respond. JunJun held her tongue, as did the rest of her sisters. Cologne cleared her throat, painfully. JunJun did not fail to see the red stain spreading across her chest. Her hands clenched into fists. "It's already too late, child. You've lost. Please..." Cologne sighed. "This city has seen enough bloodshed." "Maybe it hasn't," Angel said with a growl. "Maybe there's going to be at least one more person." "So, is that your solution?" Akira said slowly. "Shut up, Akira," Angel snarled. "Go ahead and do it then, Angel." Akira lowered her hand and relaxed her stance. "Kill Cologne." "What?!" CereCere screamed. "No, don't listen to her!" PallaPalla shouted. Angel stared at Akira. Her fingers tightened on the hilt of her sword. Akira just stared back. "Cologne, drop the flare," Akira said. "But..." Cologne blinked. "Just do it." "What are you..." Angel trailed off. "It's just us now, Angel," Akira said softly. "Just the seven of us. No angry zoalords or dark queens or anyone else. Just you and me and them." Akira stepped forward again. Angel tensed. "And I'm not going to kill you." "Then I can just kill her," Angel said, gritting her teeth. Tears still ran down her face. "You can do that," Akira agreed. "You can make that choice. Or you can not do it. You can choose not to kill her." "I can't do that!" Angel shouted, her voice cracking. "Yes you can. It's easy. You just... put down the sword." Akira crouched and gestured to the ground. "It's not that simple," Angel protested. "Why not?" Akira looked up at her. "I..." Angel opened and closed her mouth a few times. "It has to be," she said finally. "It has to! All the people I've killed, all the blood I've shed! IT HAS TO MEAN SOMETHING!" She stood up, pulling Cologne with her. "I've gone too far, Akira. There's no going back!" "Bullshit!" Akira roared, so ferociously JunJun found herself involuntarily taking a step back. "There's no such thing as a point of no return," Akira said as she rose to her feet again. "As long as we're alive, there is always a chance to make a different choice. There is always a moment when we can look at our life and decide to change it. There is always the choice. And it's now. This second. This second and every other moment of your life." Akira held out her hand. "This is when we make the choice." "I wish I lived in your world, Akira," Angel said, her voice full of regret. "But I don't. I live in the real world. I killed people, Akira. I killed them all. I butchered them for him. I killed them for no other reason than that Chris told me they had to die. I killed my best friend!" she screamed. "And what are you saying, that I can just make that all go away? That if I really, sincerely say I'm sorry then I'm not suddenly a murderer?" Angel was shaking. "I've killed more people than most serial killers," she whispered. "Angel..." Akira frowned and sighed. "You were a child-" "A child?" Angel cut her off, her face hardening. "Is that it? I'm just too stupid to realise that I'm evil, is that it?" "I didn't mean..." "Yes you did," Angel snarled. "Just stupid kid Angel, too naive to see what she is doing. Isn't that right, Akira?" JunJun had to do something. She couldn't just stand there watching. She wasn't very good with all this talking. In fact, she had never liked it one bit. But even she could see things were taking a dangerous turn. So she took a deep breath and stepped forward. "I don't want to grow up," JunJun said, much more softly than she had intended. "I never did. Because growing up is scary. It means that you have to make hard decisions, and sometimes you make the wrong ones." She looked off to the side. Her sisters were glancing at her and then back to Cologne. "Once, I made a deal with a very powerful woman and she let me stay a child forever, and never grow up. It was just like you. I could just let someone else decide what was right and wrong for me." "And we were happy," CereCere stepped in smoothly, picking up the line of thought. "Sometimes we hurt people. Sometimes we did terrible things for this woman as part of our deal." She looked at her hand. "Sometimes we questioned it. But whenever we did, we went to her. And she spoke so... beautifully." She looked up at the sky, wistfully. "She told us beautiful things, and they made us feel better. No matter how much we doubted, she just managed to keep us feeling like innocent children for a long, long time." "But then we lost her," VesVes slipped into the conversation. "And we had to live on our own. We tried to replace her, with Cologne and the old man... but it wasn't the same." VesVes looked down, her cheeks darkening. "I... the first time we met you, I accidentally killed a bunch of people. I collapsed that roof on all those people who were just there to watch you fight. I... I hadn't even thought about them. But Mr. Purgstall did. He... he told me it was wrong. I..." She trailed off. "I... I've never been unable to sleep before that day. When he just told me that I had killed all those people, and that they would never be able to laugh or cry or sing or do anything else ever again..." Her voice began to hitch. "I..." She clenched her fists. "I..." CereCere wrapped her arms around VesVes. JunJun looked away. She hadn't done it herself, but she had also thought about it a few times. Before today, she had just sort of... forgotten about it. She had pushed it away. The other three hadn't seemed affected by the old man's speech to them about the reality of death. She had thought she was a freak, and just forgotten about it. She looked at PallaPalla. In fact, everyone was looking at the blue-haired girl. She looked so young, even compared to her sisters. She took a step forward. "Please don't kill my Mama." Angel looked at the blue-haired girl for a long moment. Then, without fanfare, she pulled the blade away from Cologne's neck and dropped it to the ground. It clattered against the cracked pavement. Akira smiled. Cologne sighed in relief. The Amazoness Quartet cheered. Angel fell to her knees. PallaPalla snapped her head around, looking back towards the heart of the city. A moment later, JunJun felt it. She may have lost her powers, but she recognised magic when she felt it. To her surprise, Cologne's eyes widened as well. Whatever it was, it was powerful enough that even dabblers like Cologne could feel it at this distance. Then JunJun felt it crest outward, and for a moment the world dissolved away under a torrent of pure power. When her senses returned JunJun was kneeling in the centre of the street... which was whole again. There were no cracks in it. The buildings rose up on either side, pristine and undamaged. There was a noise all around them and it took JunJun a moment to realise that it was people. Hundreds of them, thousands of them... She rose to her feet. The city was... alive. Akira was staring around, her mouth agape. Cologne rose to her feet as well, the blood on her dress having vanished. Angel blinked. "I'm fairly certain I didn't do that," Angel said, breaking the silence. For some reason, JunJun found that intensely funny. She broke out laughing, not even trying to hold it back. Her sisters joined her a few seconds later, after they got over their surprise. Akira just stared around a bit. "Nabiki..." she whispered. "She fixed it?" VesVes asked. "Yeah..." Akira said, but she was frowning. "Still..." Angel chuckled dryly. "So what now, Akira?" She slowly rose to her feet. "I... I can't go back to Chris, can I?" "I..." Akira shook off her distraction. "No. I guess you can't." "I can't fight him, Akira," she said. "I can't help you..." "I don't think we're going to fight Chris," Akira said. "I'm more worried about-" "ME!" JunJun was certain she saw the woman walk up behind Akira. She had seen her detach from the crowd and walk forward on tip-toe. She had recognised her as the same not-right girl who had hurt the old man. She had known that she was up to something bad, but she hadn't reacted. She hadn't even wondered what was happening until the woman sucker-punched Akira so hard the girl went flying into and through a building, vanishing from sight behind a cloud of expanding glass shards and dust. The crowd cried out in surprise and shock, diving for cover from the sudden explosion. JunJun leapt to her feet. VesVes dived at the girl. Only she wasn't there anymore, she was behind Cologne now, holding the woman in place by the shoulders. "Kalia!" Angel gasped. "You made a bad choice, Angel," Kalia said, her smile widening in a way that almost distorted her entire face. "But that's okay. I call do-over." Angel stumbled back a step- JunJun cried out in horror as Cologne's choked gasp brought her attention back to the situation at hand. Angel was stepping backward, her eyes red and tears on her cheeks. She was screaming at them. Blood fell from her blade. Cologne slumped to her knees. There was a neat hole where her heart should have been. They had been distracted. Why had she let the restoration of Tokyo take their eyes off Cologne? JunJun took in a deep breath- -and screamed. Angel's eyes were wide. Cologne tried to gasp, but only a wet choking sound came out. She began to teeter over. Angel looked down at her hands, which were empty. Her sword was still where she had dropped it, untouched by the blood flowing from Cologne's wound. Angel made a sound that was both meaningless and filled with confusion and horror. "I told you what would happen to you," Kalia sneered, grabbing Cologne's arm again to stop her from moving. "Nobody tries to hurt Chris." Her eyes narrowed. "Nobody," she repeated in a deadly cold tone. Her hand reached up, hovering over the wound in Cologne's heart. "Say hello to hell, you worthless old hag!" * So much can happen between one breath and the next. A battle can be won or lost in that instant. An idea can spring to mind that will change the world. You can first see the face of the person you'll love for the rest of your life. You can say the words that will cut you off from someone you cared for forever. You can be turned into a murderer. "Don't flatter me, little Angel. I'm far too late for that." Angel could only nod at the truth of the words. Kalia grinned. She was also shouting, and doing something around Cologne. But all of that was far away, happening to someone else. Kalia was also whispering, and her words came directly to Angel's ears. "You were so right, and you let them convince you you were wrong. Stupid girl. There's no going back for you. Do you remember Dail, little Angel? Do you remember the zoanoid, the commander of the camp where you were captured, little orphan? He was going to torture you to death, and when Chris gave you the chance, you killed him for it. Good. He deserved it. "You are worse than him. You have killed more people than he could have dreamed of. You've left more families broken. You've taken the kindness of people who trusted you and spit on it. In fact, you've never done anything else, have you, little Angel? You betrayed Akira, and you tried to kill her. Katsuhito and Washuu and Rei and Mihoshi took you in, and you repaid them with a treacherous, cowardly murder and ran off in the night. You took what Katsuhito taught you and turned it to monstrous ends. And now he's dead, and I've ripped apart his soul. He would never even have been involved with Chris if you hadn't forced him. He could still be alive. Rei is right to hate you. You two are the only survivors of that time, do you realise that? That house lies empty now, nothing left but blood and memories. And it's your fault." "You're right," Angel said. "But I thought-" Kalia sneered. "You thought you'd found something to believe in? But now you've even turned on that. What life is left for you, Angel? What evil can you oppose that's even greater than your own? Or will you face punishment instead? Will you seek out the families in France you bereaved and say 'Yes, I killed them', and ask for their justice? It will never be enough. You will never find them all. You didn't even know the names of everyone you slaughtered. You just knew it was for Chris. And now you've turned even on him. You are nothing but murder and betrayal. And nobody forced you to do a single bit of it. It's you. All you. Nothing but you." "I didn't choose to kill Cologne." The not-girl cackled. "Yes you did. Don't you remember?" "Yes, I remember." She had... she couldn't face it. She couldn't admit that Chris had been wrong, destroy everything she'd built up. She knew, no matter what Akira said, if she killed Cologne she wouldn't leave Tokyo alive. Zoalord Purgstall, if no-one else, would see to that. It would be a quick death. Clean. She wouldn't have to betray herself. And all it would take is a single breath. A single strike. She'd done it a... a... How many times? A hundred? No, more than that. A thousand? It would have been so easy. Just to act, not think, for one moment. And then to know there was no going back. No escape. No reason to think any longer. It WAS so easy. It had been so easy... "That isn't what I did," Angel said. "That isn't..." "Isn't it?" Kalia laughed. "Then why do you remember doing it?" "You did it-" "Which did you do? Which is reality? You're a smart girl, Angel. Turning against everything you've believed in or killing one more person so you don't have to make the really hard choices... What do you think the Angel we all know and love would do?" "...I don't know." "It doesn't matter," Kalia laughed and clapped her hands, despite the fact that they were already holding somebody. "Either way you're a traitor to the people who trusted you. Just like always. Either way you're a murderer. Just like always. Either way you're a coward - whoops! Time's almost up." Something intruded between Angel and Kalia. It was an object. A fist, Angel realised dimly after a moment, covered by a black glove. It was strange, because up until then, the only truly real things had been the two of them. But now the fist had intruded and it was... reestablishing the outside universe, reality flowing from it as if it was the centre of a reverse vortex. Suddenly, time was flowing again, first one one part of the street, then the next. Suddenly, they were surrounded by people, some screaming, some running, some staring in horror. A few of them were increasingly recognisable. A sword lay at Angel's feet. "If I were you, I'd kill myself," a Kalia sneered to her. "Nobody tries to hurt Chris," a Kalia said to someone else. "But I'd never be you. I'm faithful to Daddy always!" Kalia said, her tone happy. "Nobody," another Kalia said, her voice cold as ice. Angel suddenly realised it was Cologne the not-girl was holding. "If I see you again, I'm going to eat your soul." Kalia smiled. "Say hello to hell, you worthless old hag!" Kalia snarled. Then Akira was there. It was her fist that Angel had seen. All of reality had just reasserted itself when it crashed into Kalia's face. Suddenly Kalia was only snarling, not happy. And then, just as suddenly, her face nearly caved in. She flew backwards, smashing into a fire hydrant and causing a plume of water to erupt across the street. Akira was already stepping forward to follow her when Cologne began to topple. Akira turned and grabbed Cologne, placing her hand over the woman's heart. Blue light pulsed from her hands. "Heheh..." Kalia giggled. "Bad choice, Ahura Mazda!" she called, floating up over the waterspout. "You..." Akira snarled, her voice full of malice. "Don't shoot the messenger," Kalia said, waving her finger. "Chris said she had to die, and that Angel had to kill her. I was just supervising." "You psychotic..." Akira growled, closing her eyes and releasing another pulse of energy into Cologne. Angel's knees buckled under her. Her mouth was dry. She couldn't breathe. She could see Cologne, staring up at Akira. Her eyes said what Angel and Akira already knew - that Akira's efforts were futile. "I bet you really want to kill me," Kalia said, floating backward. "Well, you can't do it as you are now." She giggled again. "So, once you know what to do, come and find me, Ahura Mazda!" She waved and stuck out her tongue before vanishing in a flare of light that did not belong to her. Akira tensed up. Her eyes shut and she began to pull in more energy. Then Cologne grabbed her wrist. "Y-you'll need that..." she said, her voice coming out in a gurgle. "No!" one of the girls screamed. They all rushed up to her. The smallest was just staring at the gaping wound in Cologne's chest with wide eyes. The red- haired girl was the one who had shouted angrily. "We could fix this if we had our powers!" she yelled, and then the anger seemed to drain out of her. She grabbed Cologne's arm and her eyes filled. "This would be so ea-" her voice hitched, "...so easy, if... if we just had our powers!" "Girls, please, take care of Frederick... he needs you, as much as you need..." Cologne coughed, tried to regain her voice, failed. Then, with a long sigh she slumped back. Her eyes lost their focus. "Mama..." PallaPalla said. "No!" CereCere screamed, throwing herself over the woman. "It was all going to be okay! It was all going to be okay! It was all, all going to, it was, was going to be..." She choked off. "COLOGNE!" VesVes screamed. JunJun just cried. Angel looked at her sword. It was still clean, which it had no right being. The sun gleamed almost mockingly on the polished blade. She'd felt it slide into Cologne. Once before, and once after... "I killed her," she whispered. What HAD she done? And did it matter, anyway? Maybe Kalia was right. Maybe... "It wasn't you," Akira said, her voice hoarse. "Kalia... changed you. She made you do it." Angel stared at her. She wanted to explain how Akira was wrong, but couldn't find the words. "No," she finally said. "I remember everything." "It's..." Akira trailed off. She looked away. "NO!" VesVes screamed again, but this time at Angel. Angel was sent sprawling on her back by the girl's surprisingly strong punch. The girl stood over her, firsts clenched, tears streaking down her face. "I won't forgive you! I'll pay you back for this!" All the girls had turned to her now. None of their expressions were forgiving. "We trusted you," PallaPalla said, stepping forward. She was still crying, but she was angry as well. Not a childish rage, but a deeper, colder anger. "That was you. You can't say it wasn't you!" "That's right!" CereCere snapped. She drew herself up from the body, and pointed accusingly at Angel. Her red-rimmed eyes were flashing with hate. "She couldn't have made you do that if it wasn't in you to do it. That was YOU, not her!" "Stop it, all of you," Akira said. "I realise how you feel, but this isn't going to help-" "No," Angel said, cutting her off. She sat up, her cheek still aching from where VesVes had hit her. "They're right, Akira. I did this. It was in me to do it. I remember it perfectly. It wasn't someone invading me. It was ME." "If you let her go with you, she'll probably just kill you too!" CereCere snarled. "That's ridiculous!" Akira snapped. "No it's not," Angel said softly. "You know better than anyone that I could have killed you, Akira. You think I won't be used against you? It'd be the easiest thing in the world for Kalia." She turned her head away, not wanting to look Akira in the eyes. "That's what I was raised to be. Just because I don't want to kill for him doesn't mean I won't. Hell, I didn't want to kill Rose. But I did. I didn't want to kill those people in France. But I did. I didn't..." she broke off. "I can't stop myself. You have to stop me, Akira." Akira paled. "Don't be stupid." "You can't trust her!" CereCere snapped. "If you won't do it... we will!" "No!" PallaPalla gasped. "Mr. Purgstall-" "You know he'd do the same thing!" VesVes said. "For us, or for... C... you know he'd do it!" She tossed a glance back at JunJun. "What are you doing? Back us up here!" All three of the girls glanced behind them. The last, the green-haired one, had hung back with an unreadable expression for the last few moments. Abruptly, however, her expression firmed. Her eyes were red-rimmed, but her face and posture were angry. She stomped forward, shoving past the others until she was face to face with Angel. Her green hair bobs shook comically as she came to a halt. "You..." she said after a moment. "You make me SO MAD." Angel stared up at her blankly. The absurdity of it - a girl who looked no older than twelve, with that ridiculous hair and costume saying something like that - left her speechless. "You know why?" JunJun continued. Angel silently shook her head. "I want to be angry. I want to hurt you, like they want to hurt you. I want to hurt you for what you did. But I can't, because everytime I started to think that way, I remembered what I said to you, about growing up and hard choices. Hating you is one of those easy choices." She paused. "I want to forgive you, I want to say 'you didn't really do it'. But I can't do that either, because you're right. You could have done it. You did other things, lots of bad things, and I just can't forgive you that easily. I guess I'm not grown-up enough to do that. So I couldn't figure out what to do, and it made me mad." Without warning, she grabbed Angel by the lapels of her jacket. Angel was jerked half-upright as the girl hauled her up - she was stronger than she looked. JunJun continued talking very quietly. "And then I looked at you, and you made me even more mad. You make me mad because you were just sitting there, and I could tell you were giving up. And maybe I don't know if I can forgive you for everything else, but I KNOW I can't forgive you if you give up, because if you do, you're letting that girl win!" "Y-you mean Kalia?" Angel said, but the green-haired girl didn't reply for a moment. She licked her lips as if she was thinking of something, and again Angel just hung there, unsure of what to do. "Cologne did bad things, too," JunJun said suddenly. Her voice almost cracked on the name, but her eyes were hard and focused again. "She did bad things to us. She did bad things to Mr. Purgstall. She did bad things to herself. And she gave up too. But you know what? She kept going and she found something else. You know what I didn't tell you about Neherenia before? She was someone who had lots, but there was something that was more precious to her than anything else. When she lost that, she lost everything. She hid away so she'd never have to face it. I thought everyone did that. I thought that was all you could do. You just went on. But Cologne didn't do that. She found something new. She said so. She found something new to live for." Angel turned her head to the side. She couldn't meet the girl's gaze anymore. "But I can't just-" "Awwww, damn it!" JunJun shouted. "I hate this!" Startled, Angel looked back up. The girl was crying again; she let Angel slump back to the ground and furiously wiped the tears from her face with the back of a hand. "I hate this," she repeated. "This isn't me. All this talking, it just isn't... Look, just stop it. Stop it. I'm not telling you to find something else. I don't know you or what's important to you. But I know something - if you give up, if you just stay here or die or whatever, you're being stupid. You're just letting that not-girl hurt you more." "What else can I do!" Angel burst out. "I'm a killer! That's all I've ever been! Anytime she wants, she'll just-" She cut off. What was she doing, yelling at a kid? Whose mother she had just killed, at that. "You're wrong!" JunJun said just as fiercely. "You're so stupid. You're so caught up in what you've DONE. Who cares?" "But you said-" "I don't know you!" JunJun roared. "I can be mad at you for what you do all I want! But you know you. If you don't know if it's you who would have killed Cologne, why don't YOU ask yourself who I'm talking to - the you who wanted to kill Cologne, or the you who didn't?" Angel stared as JunJun grabbed her by the collar again. "That not-girl can change what you DO. She can find another you that does what she wants. But she can't change who you ARE. Don't you get it? She can't break what you are as a person unless you let her. It's you who decides if you're the kind of person who just sits down and cries because someone hurts them." She let Angel go and stood back, rubbing a hand across her eyes and then ungracefully wiping her nose. "This isn't who I am. I can't go fight her, so I'm gonna see if there's still hurt people at the hospital who need help, and go find Mr. Purgstall." She turned, looking at the body, and though Angel couldn't see her face, her posture straightened. "C'mon, guys. We should go." "N-no fair!" PallaPalla said. "You got to give the cool speech again! All by yourself!" "I didn't want it!" JunJun growled. "I'm just kidding," PallaPalla said with a little laugh. She was still teary, but her cold, dangerous anger had vanished. She looked over at Angel, but didn't say anything. Slowly, the other two turned away as well. They gathered around Cologne. CereCere gently closed the woman's eyes. "And to think I came to stop you," Akira said. "I should have just sent them." She smiled, but it was that preculiar tiny little sad smile of hers. Angel remembered that smile; Akira had always had it whenever she talked about Ukyou. "Are you going to be all right, Angel?" She extended a hand. Angel looked down. "I dunno." Akira paused uncertainly, then Angel looked up and smiled back at her. "That's something I'm going to wait till tomorrow to find out. But for right now..." She grasped Akira's hand, and let herself be pulled to her feet. "...I was wondering if you wanted some help with a certain little monster." * Purgstall did not rub his temples. He did not produce a blast of lightning that would vapourise everything in a fifty meter radius, either. Both of these things were very tempting ideas, but probably wouldn't be very productive. Instead, he decided to get up and grab a drink. Tethys had actually been able to produce quite a serviceable conference room on such short notice. The entire structure was constructed merely out of glimmering ice, yet was undeniably elegant. She had also provided food; largely dishes that involved more water than normal, true, but she had an impressive ability to just will such things into existence. In a way, Purgstall found that ability far more intimidating than her combat prowess. He had seen beings with the ability to match (or exceed) Tethys' destructive powers. But he had yet to meet a being who could create like she did. With her powers, she could rebuild Tokyo in a week. "A staged withdrawal of Chronos resources is the only logical solution," Arkanphel said. "And that can not begin until after I have the Jurai biotechnology." "What guarantee do I have that your staged withdrawal won't turn into a staged invasion the moment I turn over the Jurai ship to you?" "You have my word," Arkanphel snapped. He had assumed his battle-form for this negotiation. The golden warrior form looked angelic, in an alien way. It fairly radiated power. More than either Purgstall or Tethys could produce. A few weeks ago Purgstall might have believed that he had assumed that form as a show of his vast might. Now he knew better. Arkanphel was in that form because he was afraid. He was here on Tethys' territory. He wanted to be ready in case she tried anything. Purgstall stood next to the table of refreshments as he considered his ex- master. Oh, how quickly the mighty fall in our minds, he thought to himself. Until recently, he would never have dared to question Arkanphel's motives or his purpose. He would have not seen the ultimate zoalord's shifting eyes or his uneasy posture. If he had seen them, he would have interpreted them differently. Whenever he looked at the man now, it was like looking at a completely different person from the one he had served faithfully for centuries. Except it wasn't. It was Purgstall who had changed. He smiled at the bitter irony of it all. What was he now? His life had been defined by Chronos. When he had thrown in his lot with the motley band, he honestly hadn't expected to survive. Now, now he would have to forge a new life for Cologne and the girls. He looked out the window at the devastation. Tethys had made certain that there was a nice panoramic view of the fallen city. Perhaps she wanted to remind Arkanphel of what kind of power he was up against, since she had caused much of the destruction. Or perhaps she wished to remind herself what was at stake. How much everyone had to lose by drawing this into a war that nobody really wanted. He considered the ruined city, the ruined country, for a few moments. He had been in charge of it, and had ruled it with what he still believed was an even hand. He did not regret his actions. He believed that the steps he had taken were largely just, even if they had been commanded by a man who was unjust. He had helped rebuild this country after the last devastating battle and environmental collapse. He had learned to love it. That was why he had been chosen to mediate the talks between Arkanphel and Tethys. The American fleet was also parked off the coast, and that Yamazaki girl was sitting nearby, throwing in her two cents every now and then. None of the three powers sitting at the table could be considered his allies, but none of them could think of anyone else they trusted not to betray them, nor who had the experience to handle these kinds of negotiations. "We don't have to rush into this," Purgstall suddenly pointed out. He took a drink of his coffee, enjoying the slight bitterness. The three of them looked at him. "The exact mechanics of the treaty is something that can be hammered out by lawyers. They love to do that. We'll have them argue for a few weeks over the definitions of words like 'are' and 'henceforth' and once they are all satisfied that the documents make everyone equally angry, you can all review and sign it." He placed the cup down. "The important thing here is that we come to a decision as to what form that treaty will take." He looked at Arkanphel and Tethys in turn. "Earth can not afford another war. Period. We have to put an end to the fighting, at least for a time." "I agree..." Arkanphel waved his hand. "And I couldn't care less. This planet is nothing more than a stepping stone. If this 'treeship' is everything it is claimed to be, I will be able to move off planet to humanity's true birthplace soon enough." He looked at Tethys. "However, I plan on bringing my armies with me, and that means I will need time." "What you're forgetting is that those armies will strip resources from Earth," Sakura said, standing up and banging her hands into the table. "Resources we can't afford to lose! The planet itself is reeling after you lost control of your minion." "They are mine by right of conquest," Arkanphel informed her coolly. "Are you forgetting which of us has a fleet full of highly trained fighters sitting outside?" Sakura snarled. "Are you forgetting which of us-" "Enough!" Purgstall shouted. "This is exactly what we need to avoid!" He smashed his fist into the table, causing the ice to quiver. Tethys frowned and placed her palm on the surface, stabilising it. "There are a large number of expatriates in America," Sakura pointed out. "And they will not like hearing that Chronos is going to strip their homelands raw, even as they are abandoning them." "Perhaps a more staggered approach has merit, then," Tethys mused. "If Chronos forces leave Earth over the course of say... a decade, they will have more time to develop resources they will need." She nodded. "I would also be willing to assist them in setting up stations on the other planets." Everyone looked at her in surprise. "The ice within Mars, and on Io is just more water. Despite what modern science says, there are a lot of untapped resources on the planets out there. The Moon Kingdom spanned the solar system. Entire ecosystems full of flora and fauna that died out when the Silver Millennium collapsed... but that have since decayed into more useful resources." "Oil?" Sakura asked in astonishment. "There's oil on other planets?" "With suitable processing, yes; a surprising amount, according to my research. Also large quantities of rare metals and elements. The Silver Millennium could manufacture materials out of raw mana and forge types of matter that we can't dream of now. All of that is out there, buried under ten thousand years of debris, but easily mined and salvaged if you know where to look." "And you know where to look?" Purgstall asked. "Of course," Tethys smiled. "Very well," Arkanphel said. "Chronos will agree to non-aggression for now. You will help us develop these extraplanetary colonies for our fleet construction, and in exhange we shall leave terrestrial resources untouched." He paused. "Chronos will retain control over the areas it currently administers. We will cease hostile actions in Europe, America and... on these devastated islands." He stood up. "Then you will turn over the Jurai ships for us to study and replicate. The rest..." he turned to Purgstall and sneered, just a little. "...I will leave to lawyers." Purgstall didn't let the hurt show on his features. It should not have hurt. It was a minor insult. His respect for the man who had given it had fallen a great deal. But that was an intellectual respect. He had served Arkanphel for hundreds of years. The man was... was a father to him. Even thought he knew it would come to this, the rejection in those words still burned. He turned away and looked at the shattered remains of Tokyo. And as he watched, the city changed. For a moment, he thought he was seeing double. The entire city seemed to be superimposed on an image of itself... then the image was gone and the city was back. It was restored, entirely. His breath caught in his throat. He had spent seven years rebuilding the great city of Tokyo. He had overseen the construction of many of its buildings in the wake of the destruction the aragami had brought upon it. He had personally broken the ground on the rebuilding of the Diet buildings and cut the ribbon on the reopening of the Tokyo train station. The only neglected landmark was the Tokyo Tower, which had been cleared away to make room for the Pillars of Heaven. It was all back. He could see the Pillars, rising pristine and undamaged in the center of the city. Taller than any buildings ever built, they had managed to survive Gyro's rampage still mostly structurally intact. But even they had been left hollow shells. Now... he could feel them. Zoanoids. Thousands of them. All of them alive again. The suddenness of it left him speechless. He looked over at Arkanphel, and could see that the prime zoalord felt it too. Tethys was staring, and Sakura Yamazaki was gaping in wonder. "They're... all alive..." Sakura said, her voice catching. "The city?" Purgstall asked. He looked out, and he could see the people of the city milling about in confusion down below. The heroes of the battle were beginning to wander out amongst them, obviously just as confused. "Not just the city," Sakura said, a smile blooming on her face. "The entire country! All of it! It's back!" Arkanphel frowned and looked away. Tethys walked up to the window, leaning out of it. She paused, then smiled in a surprisingly gentle manner. "Not a bad wish," she said. "What happened?" Purgstall asked. Tethys shook her head. "Hmmm..." Arkanphel frowned. "It appears that only these islands were affected." "Oh?" Tethys turned to face him. "For a moment, I had hoped that all of Gyro's damage had been undone, but the damage in the Middle East remains." He frowned. "More's the pity." He looked out at the city. "Don't think this changes anything," Tethys said. "You're withdrawing from Japan, still." Arkanphel looked at her. Then he closed his eyes and smiled. "You can have this tainted land, Dark Queen." "Tainted?" Tethys asked. But Arkanphel only chuckled and vanished in a swirl of light. Tethys turned to Purgstall, and he frowned. Then he felt it. He looked back towards the Pillars of Heaven. All those zoanoids, those thousands of souls suddenly returned to life. There was something... something off about them. He sensed confusion and relief and a swirl of other emotions, which had served well to hide it. But deep down inside them all he felt something else. Something... strange. "What is it?" "I don't know," Purgstall admitted. "I think... I think something else came back with all those people." "Gyro?" Sakura asked, her eyes widening. "No..." Purgstall shuddered. "Something... empty." "Hotaru," Tethys hissed. She looked up at the sky. "Ukyou... what have you let happen?" * "So, Angel, you have to defeat Kalia." Angel paused in her stride for a moment. "You're kidding, right?" Akira was looking straight ahead, her expression grim. "Kalia... I know what she wants. She's going to use me... somehow... to destroy the Oversoul." Angel nodded. "Well, that sure sounds bad. What's an Oversoul?" "Oh... well, it's a... it's the very core of every soul. We're all connected, and the connection is the Oversoul... I think. Nabiki explained it to me once, but it was a little confusing." "And you're going to destroy it?" "Well, that's what she keeps saying. Along with stuff that doesn't make any sense. And she keeps trying to bring out something... bad in me. The Paradox." Angel considered that for a long moment. "Okay... what's Paradox?" This time Akira did turn and look at her for a moment. They dodged around a crowd of people and ducked through an alley. "Umm, you don't know, right. Okay, so Paradox is like... bad stuff." "I knew it!" "Don't be a smartass. It's anti... good, I guess. It's souls which have been destroyed, except they're not totally destroyed, so they're Paradox instead. It's created when the Third Circle is used, so whenever Ukyou does certain things, it gets made." "Hey, I do know what the Third Circle is! Well," Angel amended, "I've at least heard of it. So, if Ukyou makes it, what's it got to do with you? I know you two were friends and all, but..." "Well, you see, what happened was that... when I was truly, absolutely sure Ukyou was gone, my love for her made it so I couldn't accept it and so I brought her back... somehow... and became the repository for all her Paradox... stuff." Angel blinked. "Pure love? What?" "Well, yeah, you know, I love Ukyou..." "Seriously? I thought she was just your old friend!" "Oh, for crying out loud," Akira growled. "I can't catch you up on everything, Angel!" "Geez, it's not my fault," Angel mumbled. "Hey, how do you know where you're going, anyway?" They leapt up the side of a recently restored skyscraper. Akira looked grim again. "I know. She wants me to find her." "Gotcha. So, hmm... you and Ukyou do it yet?" Akira missed a step and flailed her arms wildly in freefall before Angel flipped upside down, dangling from a flagpole, to catch her. "None of your business," she muttered, flushing. "And thanks." "No problem," Angel grinned, tossing Akira up to the roof. "So, now that I'm kinda all caught up, want to tell me again just why I, me, personally have to defeat Kalia? You know she beat the crap out of zoalord Purgstall, right?" "And Tethys," Akira admitted. "Oh, riiiiight, I forgot! So first Lotus Infinite, then Kalia? I'm seriously going to have to reconsider the benefits of being your friend at this rate, taka taka." Angel landed beside Akira on the roof in a crouch. Akira was looking apologetic, but serious. "I'm sorry. I'll do what I can, but... I'm sure she's trying to goad me into something. Something that will help her destroy the Oversoul. I can't let her do that. I'll help as much as I can, but..." "Okay, okay," Angel said. She sighed. "Let me think about this for a sec, alright?" In fact, she'd been thinking about it all along. The problem was that she hadn't come up with much. She shivered a bit as she remembered their encounter a few minutes before. It was just like every other meeting with Kalia - dreamlike, where it almost felt like you were simultaneously doing a million things at once and yet also standing far away watching it. She remembered clearly making the decision, the choice, that she couldn't do it anymore, that she couldn't kill Cologne for Chris. But she also remembered... No. That wasn't her. It wasn't. But it reminded her of something. "Wait, Akira. You punched her. How'd you do that?" "Well, first I clenched my fist-" "Now who's being a smartass?" Akira chuckled, but then looked serious again. "I don't know. At first I couldn't hit her. She was like a ghost, she'd always be somewhere other than where I was. But over time, especially after I took Ukyou's Paradox, she's been getting more... real to me. I think it's because we're the same, me and her. She's full of Paradox too. I think she's trying to make it even more so, even more like her..." She shuddered. Something about what Akira said tickled at Angel's mind, but she ignored it for the moment as she thought furiously. "So... when you're looking at her, she can't slip away? You make her more real?" "I think so, yeah..." Angel smiled. "Then maybe I've got a plan, taka taka." "What?" "Yeah, yeah, what?" Angel swung around at the sound of the new voice. Kalia grinned. "Actually," she said with a giggle, "I don't really care." Angel was suddenly flipping end over end. She had just enough time to realise that her cheek was throbbing from impact before she slammed into the unyielding concrete, at which point she also remembered she was on top of a very tall building. Orienting, she slammed a hand into the roof, flipping herself back upright and digging five gouges with her fingers as she tried to stop herself from plummeting over the edge. She felt her back gently bump into the guardrail. At that point, Akira's shout of "Angel!" reached her ears. The woman was rushing at Kalia, heedless of her earlier reservations. Leaping into the air, she bore the laughing not-girl to the ground. The first punch smashed Kalia's head back into the concrete, leaving a visible dent. "So aggressive, Ahura Mazda!" Kalia laughed. "Now what did I ever do to you?" After her initial rage, Akira seemed to hesitate. She pinned Kalia's arms to the ground as she tried to escape, but otherwise made no further offensive move. "You... you monster..." "With your combined power, I'm surely doomed! Or I would be..." Kalia jerked one hand free that was suddenly - had always been holding a pocket watch. She made an elaborate show of looking at it. "...if Ukyou weren't encountering Hotaru... right... about..." A splash of dark liquid appeared on Kalia's face, quickly followed by another. And another. She smiled. "Now." Akira suddenly slumped, but only for an instant before Kalia casually kicked her off. The not-girl sat up, hovering in the air, and casually drew two fingers across the blood splattered across her face. She stuck them in her mouth with a giggle. "Akira, are you all right?" Angel cried, rushing to her friend's side. She couldn't keep the gasp from escaping her mouth. She was covered in blood. It was leaking from everywhere, from her nose and eyes and ears and pores... her eyes were unfocused. Her body twitched spasmodically. "Oh, she'll be fine!" Kalia called. "Zurvan won't let her die just yet, that would spoil all his fun and we certainly can't have THAT, nosiree." Angel found herself turning, not sure whether it was her own choice or not. "Who's Zurvan?" Kalia smiled sweetly. "Time. Inevitability. The true wielder of the Third Circle. According to some, God. But that's a latter-day interpretation, forced upon us by a self-serving state religion. I don't buy it, you see. We may all be his children, Ahura Mazda and I, but who's to say he's really greater than us? I'd bring up the precedent of Kronos, but that would just be confusing in light of political events, wouldn't it?" "I have no idea what you're talking about." "Of course you don't," Kalia purred. "You're just a stupid little ungrateful girl." "So what are you, Kalia?" she countered. Akira was still bleeding, but her reactions weren't as violent as before. Angel hoped she came out of it soon, because she couldn't hope to take out Kalia without her. Luckily, Kalia seemed quite happy to keep talking. "I'm a beautiful and unique snowflake. I'm a dream of a girl who never existed. I'm a skin stretched over infinity. I am the one true and faithful daughter." She smiled a dark, secret little smile. "I was born to protect Chris. And I will do it." "How-" Angel began, but Kalia interrupted her with a dismissive wave. "Oh, silly little girl, you don't know even now? Zurvan is god here, you see. Not Chris. Right now, Ukyou and my dear sister fetich Hotaru are meeting in the climax of God's plan. Seven years in the making, or all eternity, which is only seven years anyway. You see why Zurvan thinks he is so important? Making seven years all eternity is a trick even I can't do." She sighed happily. "But he's blind. Blind and arrogant. He thinks I can't do anything to stop him. Of course, he's completely right. I'm a nothing. Being nothing gives me power, but keeps me from the ultimate power. He thinks I'm strange, but not worrisome enough to terminate the game." She giggled. "I'm confusing you, but you're easily confused, little Angel. So simple and direct. I'll explain for you: "God hates Chris. Chris wasn't part of his plan. When God wins, or even if Ukyou wins, or whatever it is that is supposed to happen - I don't really care, you see - they will destroy Chris for all his power. When I was not-born, I saw this, because I can see all possibilities and this was the only one. The only way it could end. How could I save Chris, when he was doomed? Well, I couldn't. That was the problem. I would have killed Ukyou, but then God would have just ended the experiment and destroyed Chris. I wouldn't let that happen. So I had to find a way to do the impossible. Except I can't, so I found someone else to do it for me." "And that's me." Akira's eyes snapped open. She pushed herself up, seemingly unmindful of the mask of blood that covered her face. "That's what you've done all this for, Kalia? To save Chris?" "Of course. That is why I am. And am not." Kalia smiled. "I'm not going to hide my intentions from you, Ahura Mazda. I don't want you to mess this up. So I'll tell you what we're going to do." Uncrossing her legs, she flipped over in the air to stare at them upside down, ticking off points on her fingers. "You're going to attack me. Not with fists or sword or anything else, because you can't defeat me the way you are. You will use the power Ukyou granted you, the Paradox, because it is your only effective weapon. It will work! Isn't it wonderful to know you will win? You'll destroy me utterly, because I'm just a poor little skin without a soul. But you have all that Paradox, all that lovely detritus of destroyed souls. When you use it, I will take it all into my hands even as it destroys me, and I will whisper to it, whisper such wonderful and beautiful lies." She brought her hands together in a surprisingly loud clap. "I couldn't do it myself. Sure, I can let some of it spill out of me into the world, but a nothing can't command the Paradox within itself. But I can whisper to the Paradox that YOU direct, Ahura Mazda. I can tell it that God hides in the Oversoul as it devours me. I am Oblivion, and Oblivion is me. The Oversoul is there, and I will let it pass through me and into the Oversoul, where they will seize upon it and devour it with their mindless rage. The Oversoul is sick with Paradox already, you know. It rots and festers within. Of course, it is infinite, but so are they. Your Paradox is the Paradox of this universe, and the one before, and the next, and all that is or was or was not or can be or shall never be. When it attacks, the soul of everything will shatter." "And how will that help you?" Angel asked. "Or save Chris?" "Help me? I will be gone, little Angel. I will be less than nothing. But everyone else will be like me." Kalia laughed. "Ahura Mazda knows. She's almost felt it. It's the Paradox eating at your soul, dear sister, and you're right to be afraid. But don't worry - if you live through the battle, you'll survive. So will most people, at least at first. You don't NEED your soul... it just separates you from everyone else. Without it, you will be defined by your will and identity, not your piddly little perceptions and causality." "So that's it," Akira said. She was crouching now, looking strangely calm under the mask of blood that covered her face. "That's why you let Chris get defeated by Sailor Moon, isn't it?" "Of course!" Kalia clapped her hands again in delight. "Aren't I a good little girl? Poor Chris, he wasn't convinced he was God yet. He needed to be taught better. Now I've prepared his belief in himself for the new world where he will survive and thrive. He will think this was his mission all along. Whereas Zurvan is nothing. He gave up his identity to hide from the Paradox, and without it, he will fall apart when he experiences true freedom. He can't handle it. I will be destroyed, but I will have given Daddy a new world, the world he can rule just like he wanted. Aren't I good? Aren't I?" She smiled again, and the smile was suddenly wistful. "Isn't that true love? Dying to save the one I love? I wouldn't know. I don't have a soul. He can't know what I'm doing, of course, so he probably won't remember me. But maybe he'll name a planet after me sometime. Planet Lovely-Faithful-Daughter-Saviour-Of-The-Universe; wouldn't that be nice?" Akira rose to her feet, followed almost instantly by Angel. "You know I won't let this happen, Kalia," she said. "And why not?" she pouted. "You know this will save Ukyou too. She has TONS of identity! Two of them, even! It'll get rid of that obnoxious little frump Hotaru, of course, but I'm sure she'll get over it. Ukyou, that is." She suddenly grinned, rising to her feet as she continued to stand in mid-air. "You just don't want to try anything different, do you? You 'real' people and your attachment to 'real' things. I've had all your real things, and they bore me. You need to do some impossible things. You haven't musicsexdancevomitkilled with me, Ahura Mazda. How can you know being like me is so bad when you haven't even musicsexdancevomitkilled yet?" She looked between them, and pouted again. "I knew you wouldn't listen to reason, Ahura Mazda. Luckily, I never intended you to!" She looked over at Angel. "That's why you're still alive, after all, you filthy harlot traitor. What's your wonderful plan for fighting me? I'm so curious!" "You'll find out," Angel said cheerfully. She drew her sword; it felt easy and light in her hands. "Are we finished talking now? I'm ready to get rid of you." "Oh, you're not convinced to help me either?" Kalia smiled. "I guess you really do hate Chris. And after all he's done for you." "No, I don't," Angel said. "If God or whoever is fighting Ukyou, then I know who I'm cheering for. And I don't think she'll destroy Chris. Maybe he was wrong. Maybe he's not God. But I want to save him too-" "Wrong wrong wrong!" Kalia cackled. "Ahura Mazda never told you this, did she? I hold the Paradox that seeks Chris. I am the identity that keeps it trapped, writhing inside me. Just like Akira does for Ukyou. And just like Akira, if you kill me, it will find him all at once and destroy him." Angel stared. And then she slowly looked over at Akira. "Is that...?" Akira looked her directly in the eyes. "She's probably right. I'm sorry, Angel. Please believe me: I didn't even think of that." A heartbeat passed. Angel smiled. "I believe you. Good thing she told us, huh?" She turned. "I guess we'll just have to beat you up without killing you or using that Paradox." "Well, if you do, that will certainly ruin all my plans!" laughed Kalia, drifting backwards. "Let's see if you can! But not here, this place is boring. Think fast - I'm going to kill one person a second until you come down to join me!" And then she vanished, dropping past the guardrail. Akira swore and was in motion. Angel hesitated a moment longer. This was it. Would it work? No time to wonder. She switched chakras once more. She'd healed the damage from Kalia's earlier hit with water, now it became void. Before she even took a step, she felt every motion of Akira's body, knew without even looking how the woman dived after Kalia. Felt them clash, bodies twisting and striking as they hurtled down the floors of the building. By the time she'd reached the guardrail, Akira had already lost the clash. She was too weak, too slow, too injured. Kalia batted her around a few times, and kicked her back up in the air. Angel smiled as she flipped over the railway, placed her feet against it, and propelled herself downward. Perfect. She closed her eyes. She felt the world around her spread just as the golden wings spread from her back. She felt Akira hurtling towards her. And she felt Kalia below. She was slowing slightly, invitingly, waiting for Angel to overtake her. She slipped in and out of Angel's perceptions, one moment here, there, subtle differences from moment to moment that were still always the same. But Akira never moved. Akira was solid and real and always there. She was already regaining control of her fall, thankfully. Angel pushed past her gently, spinning around and tapping off the building. Kalia was laughing. Or giggling. Or whispering. Or saying nothing at all. Or all at the same time. But Akira was always there. Akira was real. So Angel ignored Kalia, and focused on Akira. Where her head moved, her eyes focused, how every bit of air struck her. Nothing existed without impacting something else. So Angel opened her eyes, and found Kalia right in front of her, just like she knew she would be. The not-girl's eyes widened as she realised the truth and she... Angel ignored what was in front of her, but the air was suddenly disturbed just like Kalia had tried to flip away. She slashed out. Kalia's severed arm hit the ground just as Angel did. Akira did a moment later. Kalia slowed to a gentle stop above the ground, scowling. Aside from losing her left arm, a long slash was now cut into her side. "How do you like that?" Angel grinned. Kalia held up her remaining arm speculatively. The air writhed and screamed as it touched her wounds. "Well, well... I'd applaud your cleverness, but I apparently can't." Angel didn't wait for another response. A breeze striking Akira was altered by something two-point-three meters in front of her, and Angel attacked it. Kalia skittered backwards out of the way; something pushed the air back at Akira with a strike which Angel easily avoided. "Wait!" Akira yelled. "We can't fight her around all these people!" "What, THOSE people?" Kalia laughed. "Don't worry about them, Ahura Mazda. They're not even paying attention." Angel stared. The street wasn't exactly crowded; most people seemed to have rushed away. But there were a few walking on the sidewalk. Up the road was a cluster of half a dozen people, apparently a family that were tearfully reuniting. A man in a business suit was climbing into a parked car. Several more cars were on the street. But nobody noticed the three figures at the side of the road. Nobody even glanced at the severed arm. "Maybe you can see me, and Angel can oh-so-cleverly see me through you. But these little people? Oh no, they don't get to scream and run away, Ahura Mazda." Kalia laughed. "You'd better be caaaaaaaaareful, hadn't you? But don't worry, I'm hoping that torturing Angel to death and then torturing her soul into nonexistence will be enough to motivate you, so I'll only start killing random people if you make me mad or I feel like it or they're there - whoops!" She flipped out of the way again, dodging a strike. "Of course, I do appear to be kind of at a disadvantage now. I guess I need to be ar... no, the bad puns are someone else's shtick." She grinned. "But I could use a weapon." Angel blinked. It wasn't a blink of surprise, just an ordinary blink, the type you do ten or so times a minute. Normally she wouldn't even have noticed; she'd learned to compensate for the milliseconds of sightlessness it caused years ago. But when her eyes opened again... It was dark. The sun was dark. It wasn't eclipsed, or dimmer, but suddenly it was warped and dark. The street was straight and curved and twisted and narrow and wide and stretched into infinity and ended behind her and rose into the sky. And Kalia was... Kalia was... It was no bigger. It was the size and shape of a girl. And it was made of swords. Billions of billions of swords in the shape of a girl. They writhed and twisted in their impossible confinement, twisting around each other. A thin, pale skin stretched over them which they prodded and scratched and pressed against, causing it to distort and bulge like maggots and insects in the flesh of a rotting carcass. They were whispering, the swords, whispering hateful and horrible things, but Angel couldn't make out the words, even with her void chakra. She was grateful. The cacophony of the whispering swords rose around them. They strained at their confinement, blades and hilts and guards pouring through the holes in the overstretched, impossibly delicate skin. They blocked each other in their rush to escape, entangling and whispering and hating. The head of the creature was nothing human. It was nothing Angel could even describe. Blades sprang from its eyes, and as it opened its mouth, more spewed forth from that, and it spoke with the voice of a girl. "Now, which shall I pick? So many likely candidates!" It raised its arm. "I've got a good idea! I'll show you something really special." In the palm of a hand, fingers jerkily writhing as swords wriggled in it like worms, there was a golden glow. "Are you the one Hotaru spoke of, Angel? Are you the traitor that brings Chris down, filthy little girl? But I am a nothing. Zurvan can write Chris's destiny, but I have nothing to write. And I will use nothing and his own tool to thwart him. I hope he appreciates the irony, Ahura Mazda, when you and I cast him shrieking into the abyss he's been hiding from the gaze of for so long." The glow grew and grew, and Angel reflexively shut her eyes. When she opened them, the world was sane again. And Kalia held a sword. It was not an impressive sword, truthfully. It looked almost like a child's plaything, short and golden and covered with jewels. But it had power. Stolen, holy power. It writhed in Kalia's grip, but she merely laughed. "Now we're standing at the end of the world, Ahura Mazda. It's too bad you're not good for much but to sit and watch." She reversed her grip on the sword, pointing it at Angel. "Let's start the final boss music, shall we?" * The ruins gave way gradually. At first Ukyou noticed the strange hollow quality of it. It was like walking through a movie set. She was convinced that if she looked behind the walls and pillars, she would discover there was nothing but cardboard and cheap wooden slats holding it all up. It was a facade. As they walked further, moving in uneasy silence, bits and pieces of everything began to be.. not there anymore. It wasn't like the shattered ruins of before. Entire sections of buildings were just gone, like they had never been. But the buildings didn't seem to mind. Roofs floated in mid-air, held up by a Swiss cheese of walls that had no right supporting them. Columns leaned here and there, sometimes with entire middle sections gone entirely. But even this would not have bothered Ukyou much. What bothered her was how her eyes kept drifting over them like there was nothing wrong. She would see a streetlamp flickering and buzzing overhead, the metal pole in which it should have been set missing entirely. Yet she didn't see anything wrong. It was only by focusing, by forcing herself to really consider it, that she noticed the increasingly more common gaps in the world. Breaking down, Ukyou finally asked Pluto if she noticed it too. The green-haired woman gave her a long look, then asked what she meant. Ukyou didn't ask her again. Then, the half-forgotten ruins gave way to dunes of dust, and from there to an empty waste. The fireflies were less common here, and those that floated did so listlessly and dimly. The air drained of warmth, drained of cold. It took Ukyou a moment to realise that the air drained of all sensation. A few dozen steps later she realised there was no air. Not even the memory of it. And yet they continued walking. Ukyou felt her mouth dry up and her palms grow damp. She ran a hand nervously through her bangs. The sound of her footfalls had ceased. Not just dulled to inaudibility, but ceased entirely. There was no feeling to the ground, not even the feedback of her feet falling against it. She had no idea how she continued walking, but the unnerving quality of the strangely sensationless environment had her on edge. She had to bite her tongue to keep from whistling nervously. Then she heard it. Ukyou held up her hand, calling a halt. Nanami and Pluto paused, looking at her strangely. Ukyou closed her eyes and focused her chi, allowing Aaron to take control of it all. He stretched out and... there. The sound. The sound was an incoherent buzz. It was a whine that rose and dropped erratically, sweeping back and forth in front of them. As she struggled to make sense of it, to try and identify it, she felt an eerie familiarity rise up inside her. "There's something..." Ukyou trailed off. Her voice had cut through the empty land like a knife. It left behind no echo. In fact, the words died off far more quickly than she had guessed they would. They seemed to travel no further than her companion's ears. "There is something ahead," she said, trying to ignore the echoless, airless quality of her speech. "Hotaru?" Pluto asked. Her voice was like a harsh whisper by the time it reached Ukyou. "No," Ukyou frowned. "Something..." She shook her head and continued walking. There was little they could do to prepare. No use wasting time. The noise grew stronger as Ukyou approached. Occasionally it rose so high that even Pluto and Nanami could hear its wordless shriek. Ukyou could tell because Pluto started, then all the colour drained from her face. Ukyou grabbed the woman's arm, steadying her. "By all that's holy, what was that?" Pluto gasped. "Something is wrong," Nanami replied. She was gazing out into the empty wastes. There was no real horizon here anymore. Things just faded away into the distance, getting more and more vague as your eyes lost the ability to distinguish masses from each other until eventually it all became a muted beige blur. Not that there was much to see. Ukyou guessed that the fog-like masses that floated in the distance were the ruins of Elysium on the other side of this wasteland. Ukyou grunted and continued walking. She could hear the sound more clearly now. She was beginning to realise it was not a single noise, but many. Uncountable noises. All running together and over each other. And it wasn't some insectile buzz or some alien whine either. It was... it was... "Look!" Pluto said, pointing. A dark shape rose in the distance, like a cloud of locusts. It swirled up and around itself, curling into a vortex then smashed down again. Ukyou shivered. The sound roared up. Babbling, screaming. "Voices," Ukyou croaked, her voice suddenly dry. "They're voices." Nanami glanced at her, then at the cloud. It hung low to the ground now, spinning round and round a single point. As they watched a pale light rose from the wasteland, flickering. Ukyou stared at it. The firefly soul shuddered in the air. It pulsed, a sound like a heartbeat echoing out from it. It began to jerk back and forth, another beat echoing from it. There was a soft gasp and Ukyou realised it came from her. The light seemed to sense them. Its erratic flight drifted in their direction. There was a silent desperation to it. Ukyou stepped forward, her hand reaching out. Nanami caught her wrist. "There is nothing you can do," she whispered softly. "No..." Ukyou groaned. The light was pulsing more frequently now, its core flickering on and off like a strobe light. Ukyou could see something inside it, something terrible. "There is nothing anyone can do," Nanami ground out between her clenched teeth. Her fangs had grown out, giving her face a monstrous character. "It's too far gone. IT has this soul now." Then, with a suddenness that startled Ukyou even though she had been expecting it, the light was gone. In its place was something like a hole. A gash in space where once there had been something beautiful. From that gash came a noise, a wordless, meaningless noise. It was hate. It was anger. A glint came from the hole, which grew into a blade. It was a swordpoint, pushing itself through the hole. It was tearing into this world through the wound. With a final heart-rending shriek it burst free. It was a simple sword, short-bladed and flat with a dull leather grip. It hovered in the air before them, the tip hesitating. Ukyou wanted to reach out, but Nanami pulled her hand back quickly. "NO!" she barked. "It's gone! Don't touch it!" "But I..." "Do you want Akira to suffer more?" Ukyou lowered her eyes. She felt the blade shift a few more times, then with a meaningless babble of hate it sped off, floating quickly through the air to join its brother and sister blades. "Is that... is that..." "The price of the Third Circle," Nanami hissed. "That's where Paradox comes from, Ukyou." "Where is it going?" Pluto asked dully. Her eyes were flat. She was probably in shock, Ukyou realised dimly. "Where else?" Nanami released Ukyou. "It's looking for more like it. It's looking for something it can understand. It will run to the nearest thing that it can sense and touch..." "Hotaru!" Ukyou gasped. She didn't wait for a response, she just ran. Her legs burned as she pushed far more wind chakra into them than was healthy. The endless wastes didn't blur. There was no sensation of movement. But the drone of the swords grew louder. The cloud grew more and more distinct. Then finally Ukyou was standing before it. Her mind backed away from what she saw. It wasn't a cloud. It was a galaxy. Billions and billions of swords, orbiting each other around and around. Yet they never touched, not even long enough to rebound accidentally. It spread up and out in all directions, filling up the world with nothing but the endless, screeching Swords of Hate. And in the centre of it was Hotaru. She was so small. Ukyou had forgotten how small she was. The girl was pinned to the ground, blades rammed through her shoulders and hips. And as Ukyou watched, the infinite cloud was tearing her apart, ripping her inside out. Somehow, the girl was surviving. Somehow, her body had not been reduced to a fine red mist. Ukyou felt powerful arms wrap around her shoulder. Somebody was screaming. She struggled, fighting to get free. A figure appeared in front of her, swinging something. Ukyou's head cracked to the side. She felt the sting in her cheeks. Slapped? By... Pluto? Ukyou's eyes focused on the Senshi of Time. Nanami was holding her in a full nelson, screaming in her ear. "You idiot, you'll be torn apart!" Nanami roared. "You won't do her any good if you're dead!" "I..." Ukyou watched as one of the blades flashed by just behind Pluto. The woman dove forward, rolling behind Ukyou and Nanami. She was very close to the edge of it now. She must have broken into a run, losing all thought. What had she been thinking? Had she been thinking? She couldn't remember. Ukyou took a deep breath and relaxed. Without being asked, Nanami slowly released her. "This wasn't supposed to have happened," Nanami informed her. "No shit," Ukyou growled. "No, I mean, this wasn't the plan. G.... the Nameless didn't want this." Ukyou looked at the girl, not trusting herself to speak. "There is too much of it. Too much for any one fetich soul to contain..." "Where did it all come from?" Pluto groaned. "She has a good point," Ukyou moaned. She looked through the galaxy of Paradox to the little girl trapped within. "I can feel the magnitude of this. It's... it's so much more than... than anything I've ever produced. Not even Chris at his worst had this much Paradox inside him. Where did all this come from?" "The beginning," Nanami said softly. Ukyou looked at her sharply. "The Nameless made this world, Ukyou. He constructed it, raw and unyielding from the very stuff of the Oversoul. He willed it to be, just so you could have a place to stand. And he did it with the Third Circle." Pluto closed her eyes and whispered something that sounded like a prayer. Ukyou needed no more hints. What she and Chris had done, had MADE to be done, had been nothing. A tiny miracle here, a small impossibility there. It was nothing compared to the scope of this. This was the Paradox of an entire universe, created by act of raw will. But something didn't add up. "But... where has it been all this time?" Ukyou asked, her eyes narrowing. "I suspect..." Nanami closed her eyes. "A woman named Anthy Himemiya. She is also a fetich soul. She believed that all the Paradox inside her was from Akio... but Akio never existed until seven years ago. The same as me and Pluto and everyone else. And he hasn't touched the Third Circle since then. So... where did all that Paradox come from?" "He hid it," Ukyou growled. "He hid it in plain sight. That fucking bastard." "Something went wrong," Nanami said. "This was never supposed to happen." "No." Ukyou narrowed her eyes. "This should NOT be happening." Then, moving faster than either of them could react, she charged into the maelstrom. * The air was thick and cold. The people moved through the streets with agonising slowness. Everybody but Angel and Kalia. They danced across the plaza, their swords flashing back and forth, sparks erupting whenever the blades touched. Nobody noticed them, not even when they paused directly in front of pedestrians for a furious exchange of blows. The people would just slowly begin to adjust their course, their footfalls seeming to take five times as long as normal. Except that wasn't what was happening. Akira was just seeing things taking place at a much more rapid pace. Even without her air chakra overcharged by her tattoos, Angel was very, very quick. She shifted stances with lightning speed and laser precision. Her sword moved from attack to defence to counter in short, sharp movements. There was a dreadful economy to her style. She had improved, Akira reflected. And she was going to lose. Kalia did not fight with any specific style. One moment she was aggressive as a berserker, the next as passive as a tai chi master. She didn't so much move between styles as use them all at the same time, switching which one was real constantly. Akira could almost see them, the million-billion possible Kalias all striking in a different manner. But her mind retreated from that. She had to focus on the now. If she let herself go, if she let herself see... she might never get back. Angel stepped back, her blade deflecting a blow aimed at her head. Kalia's ridiculous-looking sword bounced back, and swept easily through the body of a businessman. Angel's eyes widened, but she was already running back as Kalia pushed the offensive. They were ten meters away before the man's torso began to slide apart. Blood spurted out along the path of the blow, spraying across a few people nearby. Kalia grinned, her empty mad eyes widening even as her pupils narrowed to pinpricks. Another exchange later and two more people, a woman and her boyfriend, began to fall away from each other, hideous wounds appearing in their chests. Angel screamed and slid forward, kicking up into Kalia's stomach and launching the not-girl skyward. The two traded blows in mid-air for a few seconds. The crowd was just beginning to notice what was happening. People were starting to scream. To Akira's sped-up senses, the screams were drawn out, dulled. The image of those three people suddenly dying for no apparent reason, their gore splattering across the crowd, suddenly struck Akira as tragically comic. She groaned and tried to push herself up. She needed to do something. If she just sat here, she was going to lose it. Her throat was on fire. She could feel blood in her lungs. She was being crushed and ripped apart at the same time. But it was just pain. She could move. She. Could. Move. "No, no," Kalia laughed. "That isn't how you do it, Ahura Mazda!" The girl-shaped thing giggled as she landed next to Akira. "Get away from her!" Angel shouted as she plunged to the ground. Kalia slipped backwards, allowing Angel's sword to cut a new trench into the sidewalk. Angel didn't pause, she pulled the sword up and through the concrete, sending up a spray of debris. The ethereal wings on her back flared with golden light as she pushed forward, striking again and again. "You know how to use it," Kalia said, directing her words around Angel. "You just have to let go." Akira staggered forward, trying to push her body. She felt a sudden pain slam into her side. It was like a sword being pushed through her guts. Another stabbed into her left biceps. She cried out, stumbling to a stop. Kalia laughed and another man beside her exploded into pieces as she retreated from Angel. The crowd was beginning to panic, their bodies moving in slow motion. They had no idea what was happening. They couldn't see it. They couldn't predict it. "You monster!" Angel screamed, chasing Kalia through the crowd. She flipped and spun around them, passing by the slowly shifting bodies with centimeters to spare. Kalia led her around, striking out with impunity. Wherever she passed, people died. "Damn you!" "Leave them out of it!" Akira screamed, and coughed, slumping to one knee again. "But they're already part of it," Kalia said, laughing. She reached the street and began to move among the car. They were beginning to speed up, trying to peel away from the danger zone. "Can't you see? These people are already doomed. I'm doing them a favour!" "What are you...?" Angel trailed off as she leapt up on top of a speeding car to catch up with Kalia. Kalia bounced from roof to roof, forcing the girl to rush to keep up. But Akira could see it in Angel's face. She had spotted something. Something that even Akira hadn't detected yet. What was it? The girl's eyes kept flicking over the crowd. Except she wasn't looking angry, or concerned like she had a moment ago. She looked afraid. Not afraid of Kalia, afraid of the crowd. Why would she...? Then Akira felt it. The revelation hit her like a truck and for a moment she lost her iron grip on the pain. She fell to the ground, screaming and with one thought playing in her mind. The people. They were... infected. Each of them. They carried a piece of Paradox inside them. Everyone in the crowd. Everyone in the city. Everyone in the country. Everyone that Nabiki had wished back. They were infected with Paradox. Akira could see it, she could feel it. It was eating them away, slowly, from the inside out. "You see?" Kalia called out. "Zurvan's plan is at its climax." She turned to Angel. "I'd like to continue playing, but we're almost out of time. Forgive me." Angel braced herself. "I can defeat your tricks." "Maybe you can," Kalia agreed. She held up the silly-looking sword. "But this, this isn't a trick. This is real." She drew it back. Akira felt energy gathering along its edge. "Angel!" Akira cried. "SPACE SWORD BLASTER!" "YAAAH!" Angel cried, pulling her sword in to defend herself as Kalia streaked forward. Her sword glowed brilliant orange for a fraction of a second... and then it smashed right through Angel's sword like a hot knife through butter. The blade separated cleanly. Angel had an instant to realise what had happened before the leading edge of the magic sword cleaved into her shoulder. Her shout of defiance turned into a scream of pain. Somehow Angel managed to throw herself back. What should have cleaved her in two instead only opened her up to her shoulder bones. She landed badly, tumbling and sliding through the crowd. Three people were unlucky enough to be in her path and they flew like tenpins. The blade of Angel's sword descended into the forehead of a woman who was crouched over her screaming child. Kalia flourished her blade. "And with one blow of my magical ginsu sword, I have once again saved the day," she said with a hollow laugh. "I'd tell you to pray, Angel, but there is no god who would listen to your pitiful traitorous whining." She held back the blade in ready position again. Angel was trying to pull herself to her feet. "SPACE SWORD BLASTER!" "ENOUGH!" Angel did not die. She was not beheaded by the magical blade. Her body was not nearly atomised by the magical forces. Instead, Akira caught the blade in her hand. It did not blow through her fingers. It did not tear her apart. All the million bad things that could have happened did not happen. Akira stood over Angel, holding the magic sword with one hand, her fist having struck Kalia. The girl flew back. She did not smash into a child. She did not crash into the side of a moving car. She did smash against a lamppost with enough force that the entire thing bent. Akira took a deep breath. Kalia lay on the ground for a long moment. Her mouth began to twitch. The sound of her empty, sickening giggle filled the air. "That's the stuff, Ahura Mazda," she said, slowly rising to her feet. Her one good hand massaged her face. "That's it, let it all go!" * Ukyou wasn't certain what she was planning when she ran into the storm. She knew that the swords would tear her apart, would flay her alive, but she didn't care. She had to do something. She couldn't just sit there and watch. So she had plunged into it headlong. The storm welcomed her with fury. Ukyou moved quickly. The Silence Glaive materialised in her hand and she spun it around her. There was no sound as her weapon struck all the swords in front of her. Blades rebounded off blades sent flying by her sweep, opening up a small vacuum in the cloud. Ukyou charged in. She lost track of time. She lost track of everything. Everything but the swords. She dodged and sidestepped, flipped and leapt and rolled and slid. The Silence Glaive spun and parried, twisted and darted and blocked. Like their battle with Alucard, Aaron took on the part of their eyes and Ukyou became their body. They moved in seamless unison. They moved with preternatural speed and skill. They got three meters. Then the first blade sunk into Ukyou's chest, followed quickly by three more striking her in the side, her thigh and one through her forehead. Ukyou stopped, stunned. There was no pain. The swords vanished. There was no pop. No displaced air or flare of magic or anything fancy. They just vanished. Thirty more embedded themselves in Ukyou in the time it took her to realise what was happening. "Akira..." she mouthed. They weren't striking her. She had a perfect defence against the Paradox. It couldn't strike her. She was defended by Akira. Her head snapped up. With a snarl she continued forward. She did not focus less on defending herself. If anything, she redoubled her efforts. She needed to. Akira didn't deserve this. Some part of Ukyou suggested that she should go full out. She could amp up the Third Circle, move much faster than she possibly could now. Aaron would sense far more. But it was too dangerous. The blades striking Ukyou now were doing so almost incidentally. They hit her because she just happened to be in a place full of them. They couldn't NOT hit her. If she allowed herself to use the Nameless' power, it would be like setting off a flare. She would stop being a passive victim, and become a target. Ukyou suspected Akira would not long survive the focused attention of all this Paradox. She was in no mood to find out for certain. Finally Ukyou got to within earshot of Hotaru. The girl was sitting on the ground. The swords orbited her, falling like rain. One would sink into her flesh, causing her to cry out. Then the sword would burrow into her. For a moment the flesh around the wound would bulge and throb as the sword crawled under the girl's skin. Then its handle would vanish, and the skin would settle down... only to have another sword take its place. Dozens at a time. "Hotaru..." Ukyou gasped. "Ukyou." Hotaru looked up. The skin on her face was being distorted grotesquely. Points and bulges would throb into place, pushing at her cheeks and forehead. A wound in the shape of Saturn's symbol was oozing blood. Her eyes were bronze and venomous. There was nothing of the girl Ukyou had known in this face. "We weren't supposed to meet like this." "Oh... oh god..." Ukyou slumped forward. Perversely, now that she was this close to Hotaru, the storm was no longer striking her as much. The Paradox swords had a more tempting target. Blades still slid across her limbs, some vanishing as Akira absorbed the hate-filled energy before it could harm Ukyou, but most passed by her harmlessly. "There was... going to be a battle..." Hotaru coughed. She was sitting against something. A huge blade, faded and cracked, served to prop her up. The shape was vaguely familiar to Aaron. "I was going... to push you... past your limits..." Hotaru moaned as a blade struck her in the side of the neck. The continuous strikes were forcing her to cut in and out as she tried to talk around the moans and shrieks of pain. Ukyou stepped forward, her hand outstretched. "If you touch me, I'll kill you," Hotaru said. There was no threat in her voice, just a statement of fact. Ukyou's hand lowered. "Hotaru, I'm here to help you." Hotaru stared at her. "I don't... want to... ohh... be saved." "You're not thinking straight..." Ukyou began. "You're in too much pain. You've been kidnapped and brainwashed and tortured for seven years. I can help you. I can make it all right." "Yes... I know." Ukyou stopped. She hadn't been expecting that. Hotaru looked up, just in time to receive a sword straight into the eye. Ukyou winced in sympathy. Hotaru didn't even seem to notice. "You don't know... what you were chosen for... do you?" "Hotaru!" Ukyou stepped closer. "God wants you," Hotaru gasped and panted, her body convulsing as the swords kept digging into her. Her entire body was pulsing now. She wouldn't be able to hold much more. "To exceed him." "Exceed...?" Ukyou trailed off. "You have to... aah!... achieve the Third Circle... Ukyou." Hotaru jerked. "That... was God's plan..." "Why?" Ukyou snapped. "What can I do that he couldn't?" "End it," Hotaru said, her hand reached out and began to claw at the empty, dirty ground of the abyss. "End it." She coughed as another three swords entered her shoulders. Ukyou recoiled. "No." She slammed her hands into the ground. "I won't kill you." "If you won't..." Hotaru raised her hand and the huge blade behind her began to rise out of the earth. Lifeless earth fell like waterfalls from the edges of the demonic weapon. The sword rose up over the girl's head, and now Aaron recognised it at last. Ukyou leapt to her feet, drawing the Silence Glaive up in front of her. "I will give you a battle." "I don't want to fight you!" Ukyou shouted. "There has to be another way..." "No, Ukyou," Hotaru croaked. For a moment, her face seemed to have returned to its old appearance. Her lips turned down in a slight frown. "It has to end. God's sick little plan, his perverse game... it has to end. All the pain and sacrifice and meaningless babble, it has to end." With a gesture, Dylek flew over Hotaru's shoulder at Ukyou. There was a crack and a shower of black sparks as the Silence Glaive parried the demon sword, knocking it back. Ukyou stepped further away from Hotaru. Her eyes narrowed. There was something wrong. Aaron could feel it, crawling at the back of his awareness. The demon blade swept in again and Ukyou was forced to concentrate on defending herself. Again and again she parried as the weapon swung through the air. It didn't have to obey the limits of a wielder. It could pivot and spin in mid-air, hampered only by its own bulk. Ukyou slipped between the strikes, applying the Glaive like a surgeon's scalpel, with just enough precision to force the blade away from her. "Haven't you ever wondered how you were going to destroy the world, Ukyou?" Hotaru asked. "Yeah," Ukyou grunted. "But I stopped worrying about that a few days ago." The blade came in again, forcing her to leap and tumble to avoid it. "Too bad..." Hotaru sighed. "You don't, if it helps you any." "What?" "I am going to destroy the world," Hotaru said. "Oh, it'll be your blow that will kill me, was going to kill me... but I am the one who ends it all." Ukyou ran sideways, parrying a dozen blows from Dylek as she tried to circle around closer to Hotaru. She had to think of some way to reach the girl. She had to find some way to reach the girl who Ukyou had known seven years ago. She was there, under all that pain and hate. All Ukyou had to do was reach her. "You still think you can save me?" Hotaru said, laughing. Her laughter was bitter. "It's too late for me, Ukyou." Hotaru coughed. "I've absorbed too much Paradox. My soul can't take it. It's already dissolving. Soon... I will be nothing but another Sword of Hate. Just another mindless part of Oblivion. Like everyone else." "I won't let that happen!" Ukyou shouted. She grabbed the Glaive with both hands and swung it as hard as she could. It smashed into Dylek, sending the weapon spinning away to clatter against the ground. "You can't stop me. That's why I came here, Ukyou." Hotaru looked down at her hand. It had returned to normal. "When I die... all the Paradox within me will explode outward. It will explode in the very heart of the Oversoul." "You... you're going to destroy it all?" Ukyou gasped. "No, not the whole Oversoul, Ukyou." Hotaru smiled. "I'm not cruel, or vicious. There are places, places far beyond this universe. Worlds where people are happy. Worlds where there is hope. But this world, it is a sick joke played on everyone within it. It was designed for one purpose. It was designed to make your life unbearable, Ukyou." Ukyou spun, parrying Dylek again. The demon blade pushed against the edge of the Silence Glaive. Ukyou grunted and braced herself, her feet digging into the lifeless soil. "So I'll end it." Hotaru smiled. "It's like giving a terminally ill patient release, Ukyou. This universe is full of cancer. And when the Paradox explodes out of me, it will spin through the world, seeking out the cells it can detect and spreading, ripping everything apart..." Aaron's eyes widened. "That's it. That's why you came here." "Oh?" "You don't want to prevent new life from being born. You want to mark it all. You want to touch each soul with a bit of Paradox." Ukyou looked at Hotaru in horror. "And like will draw to like. When the Swords burst free, they'll seek out all the tainted souls and destroy them. Then those souls will seek out the souls connected to them... and on and on. A chain reaction that will destroy every living thing in the universe." "Very good," Hotaru said. "You always were a bright one, Ukyou." "I'll stop you!" Ukyou shouted. "Stop me?" Hotaru chuckled again. "Ukyou, I've already done it." Ukyou looked around. The swarm wasn't attacking anymore. It was swirling around them, a perfect circle. It was like they... were torn between two targets. They kept shifting to attack Hotaru, and then shifting back to attack whatever else it was they sensed out there. Chris? Akira? No... "Your friend Nabiki just wished back all the people of Japan. It would have taken me years to taint a sufficient number of souls through simple births. But Nabiki dragged back millions of them all at once. Millions that were already here, caught in the taint of this place." Hotaru slowly rose to her feet. "All that's left, is for me to die." "No..." Ukyou stepped back. Dylek hovered in front of her. "I don't believe you." "I told you, you can't stop me. It's already over. You lost." "Then why?" Ukyou growled. "Why this charade? Why fight me?" "Why?" Hotaru's eyes narrowed. "Haven't you figured it out?" "No, damnit! What more do you want from me?" "I'm not fighting you because it's necessary for my plan," Hotaru said. "God wants me to, but I don't care what God wants." "You... don't... care?" Ukyou stared. "Of course not," Hotaru said, her voice cold. "I obeyed God because I had no other choice. Because he would give me the chance to end the suffering, and to do the one other thing I wanted. If I didn't obey, the torment would just continue forever. So, just like you, I played his game to allow us to be here, now." "Hotaru... why me? Why this?" "Because I hate you!" Hotaru roared. Her little hands curled into fists. "And my one selfish wish before the world dissolves, is to see you die!" Hotaru screamed and pulled her hand down. Ukyou turned as Dylek came towards her. She ground her teeth and focused. She pulled the blade down, striking the leading edge of Dylek straight on. Dylek went flying right past her... in two pieces. The halves of Dylek slammed into the ground. One cracked, shattering into pieces. The other quivered for a moment, then fell lifelessly. Ukyou took a deep breath. "Not today..." Hotaru collapsed to her knees. "I see God is not so easily defied," Hotaru sighed. "No matter." She held up her hands. "I'm not the only one who hates you, Ukyou. We will all have our revenge." Ukyou tensed. The cloud of swords had stopped. Slowly, it settled down. The blades dipped until they were hovering not far above the ground. They formed rank upon rank, stretching out as far as the eye could see. Points towards the sky, the Swords of Hate hovered and waited. "I cannot fight you, Ukyou," Hotaru said. "My body can't endure it. But I can watch while you are destroyed." Ukyou stared as the swords began to flicker. No, not the swords, the air around them. Figures were appearing. Hundreds of thousands of them. They faded in and out like ghosts. Each held the grip of one of the Paradox blades. With a final crack, the world suddenly became filled with an army. Ukyou spun slowly. There were millions of them. They were of every race and creed, human and inhuman. Housewives stood next to soldiers, zoanoids stood next to humans, and they were legion. "Kill her," Hotaru commanded, and the army charged. * Akane opened her eyes. Yup, same ceiling. She shifted on the bed. It was disturbingly comfortable. It wasn't overstuffed, nor was it too hard. She clamped her arms around the pillow, which was just a tad too perfect to be natural. She squirmed under the blankets. She couldn't sleep. She wanted to sleep. To just sleep and, for a few blissful hours, forget about all this. Of course, she couldn't. When was the last time she had really slept? Before going to the North Pole with Rei, wasn't it? Except she hadn't really gotten any sleep before then either. She hadn't been able to sleep since she had gone to Ohtori. She had rested, but her sleep had been fitful. She kept remembered the destruction that had flooded the city. She had caused that. Because she had done the 'right thing'. She clenched her teeth and tried to think of something else. She wondered, for a brief moment, how her friends were doing. Were they okay? Were they thinking of her? Were they going to try and rescue her? Rescue her... Akane closed her eyes at that thought. That would be nice. Just have someone burst in the door, stretch out their hand and say, 'I'm here to rescue you!' Then she wouldn't have to get up and face him. She opened her eyes. The ceiling looked down at her. She was running away, she realised. She was afraid of him. He hadn't raised a hand to her. He hadn't even threatened her. She wasn't certain he could bring himself to hurt her. But Chris frightened her more than the thought of facing Reichmann Gyro did. After all, Gyro had just killed her. Chris had smiled and talked, and politely destroyed everything she believed in. Akane sat up, gripping the side of the bed. Her thoughts kept going back to what had happened yesterday. Chris had, casually and easily, ordered Angel to kill someone. He had done it right in front of Akane. It should have been a damning moment. It should have been the ultimate damning moment. She picked up her hairband from the nighttable and carefully put it in place. She had charged into that room, so full of vigour. She had thought she had him dead to rights. She had thought of a perfect hole in his logic. And then he had just calmly ordered Angel to kill someone. Akane walked over to the wardrobe. There were dozens of outfits inside. It hadn't just been anyone. It had been Cologne. Akane and Cologne had never been friends, especially since Cologne had started living and working with Chronos. But Cologne was Shampoo's great grandmother. Shampoo had died trying to show Akane that Chris was beyond saving. Each outfit was tailored just for her. She ran her fingers along an outfit done in yellows and blacks. She would probably look good in it. Heroic. Epic. There was even a belt with two hooks for her to attach her traditional dual swords. Akane was standing here, fondling fabric while Chris sent a girl to kill Cologne. Shampoo had died to give Akane a message, and she was sitting here contemplating... contemplating turning her back on that message. Because Chris had done with words what Chronos and Akio could not. He had made her doubt herself. She let the suit slip from her fingers. It would have been easier if she couldn't remember it so clearly. If the argument had been so fast and heated that Akane could only remember a blur, she might have been able to convince herself that it was just a... a trick, a hallucination, or maybe some form of magical mind control. But it hadn't been. Akane looked down at herself. She was in the same outfit she had been wearing when she went to the North Pole. She hadn't changed in... a long time. Chris had just dismantled her arguments. Her accusations of murder were met with replies about how she had killed people for her cause as well. When she claimed that his godhood rendered her choices irrelevent, he countered with the fact that he was going out of his way to make them relevent. He wanted a world that didn't need a god. He then went on to prove that only a god, namely him, could provide that future. She grabbed the bokken from where it was leaning against the wall. Katsuhito's last gift to her. Every position she took, Chris undermined. Every argument she made, Chris answered. Every challenge she made, he responded. It left her speechless. So she had run away. She had begged that she needed to sleep. That she needed to think. Chris, as always, seemed more than happy to give her time. He was always willing to give her more time. His smile seemed to say, 'Take all the time you want, Akane. Come up with all the perfectly logical denials you want. I'll be here, waiting. I have the truth. I can wait.' Akane walked open to the door and palmed it open. The corridor outside was empty. She knew it would be. She took a deep breath. She had to face it. There was no good reason to reject Chris' offer. There was no valid excuse to deny him. There was no logical, rational argument she could think of to counter him. Maybe smarter people than her could. But she wasn't a philosopher. She started down the halls. It wasn't a long walk. She didn't meet anybody along the way. The door to his chamber opened up as she approached. Chris was hovering with his back to her, his head bowed slightly and his arms crossed. There was a large crystal screen floating before him. Akane paused as she watched it for a second. Angel was there, and so was Akira. It took a moment for Akane to recognize the woman, even though they'd saved the world together seven years ago. She looked... different, somehow, then when Akane had last seen her. But, from what Akane knew, Akira and Angel had experienced a falling out. Why would they be running anywhere, together? Chris waved his hand, banishing the image on the screen and turned to face her. He turned around, his expression uncharacteristically dark, but his tone was light and even. "Ah, Akane. Did you sleep well?" "Frankly? No," Akane replied, frowning to herself. "What's happening with Angel? I thought she and Akira were... not exactly friends anymore." "Well, Angel is very gregarious," Chris said lightly. "So they've made up, it seems." "That isn't what I meant," Akane responded, annoyed. "Angel told me about their fights. Akira would never let her kill people." "No, you're right. Angel's instead decided to leave my service, at least for the moment." Chris shrugged nonchalantly. "That's her right, of course. Truthfully, I don't have a lot of use for her now, so I hope she'll be happy." "That's... it?" Akane asked in disbelief. She paused. "What about Cologne?" she forced herself to say. "What, should I be raging?" Chris said. "I care for Angel. I wouldn't want to force her to do something she doesn't want. I saved her life, and she gave me many years of loyalty, so neither of us truly owes the other anything. If she no longer feels comfortable working for me, so be it." He paused. "As for Cologne, that mission was completed." Akane felt something cold settle in her stomach. Of course, she had known that was going to happen. She closed her eyes. Damnit. She hadn't expected it to hit this hard. Cologne was... had been working with the enemy for years, after all. But Akane could have done something. She could have forced him to... To what? "So... I guess you win. Cologne is dead," Akane hissed out. Chris sighed. "It wasn't winning. We discussed this yesterday, Akane. I know you don't like it, but it was self-defence. Cologne had dedicated her life to destroying me. And she'd so adamantly refused to let Chronos mentally manipulate her that simply making her forget about me would have been a worse crime. I didn't hate her, and it's unfortunate she could not forgive me." There it was. That simple, reasonable argument that he had for everything. She grabbed onto the handle of Katsuhito's sword, squeezing until her knuckles hurt. "You have an answer for everything, don't you?" Akane asked, feeling her temper fraying. Cologne was dead, and she had done nothing. How could she not have done something? "What would you have done, Akane?" Chris asked. "You've had enemies. Not all of them were black-hearted villains. You're certainly aware of this now, if you ever really weren't. But sometimes, for an important enough cause, you will have to do things you don't like. Things that make you uneasy. You killed men and women who had families and children. Did you want to kill them? Of course not. You simply had no choice. And I had no choice but to stop Cologne. The life lost here was tragic, but nothing compared to the consequences of my stepping in this room one morning and seeing the armies of Tethys raised against me, or Chronos, or even Jurai." He raised one hand, tapping his cheek. "I would win, of course. I could send them back where they came from, I could erase their memories, I could even make them my allies. But is that right? To simply use my power to force everyone in the world to do whatever I want? I don't think so. What do you think?" "It doesn't matter," Akane said sharply. She opened her eyes, and rubbed the back of her free hand against them. "It's done. You did it. I didn't stop you." "Akane, you didn't want to stop me." "What?" "Just what I said," Chris said calmly. "We discussed this last night. You argued against it, and I told you my reasons. You went to bed knowing I had sent Angel to kill Cologne. You are not to blame, but true, you didn't stop it." He raised one hand, pressing his middle finger and thumb together. "However, you could have. And you know it. All you had to do is ask. Yes, you can't come up with a good reason why I'm wrong, but nonetheless I'm willing to trust your judgement. If you still think what I did was wrong, then ask, and I will take it back." He glanced up at his hand. "A snap of my fingers, and I'll bring Cologne back and none of this will have ever happened. And then we'll see what she does. Perhaps I was wrong, and you were right. So if you're still so adamant, just ask me, and we'll see where the dice fall." Akane stared for a long few seconds. There it was again, the floor collapsing out underneath all her anger and justifications. "So... you just snap your fingers and that's it? It never happened?" "Yes, Akane, it will never have happened. Isn't that what you want? That Cologne isn't dead? Or am I misunderstanding you?" Akane felt her stomach twisting. Of course she didn't want Cologne to be dead. She didn't want anyone to be dead. Except maybe Gyro. But if she told him to do this... to just wave his hand and fix the problem... what did that say about her? Would it be so wrong? She could just ask him this one favor. Maybe... Maybe if he listened to her... "What do you want out of me, Chris?" Akane asked. "I mean, why me? Why do you need my permission to save Cologne? Or anybody?" "Why NOT you?" Chris said, and smiled with genuine humour. "You think so poorly of yourself sometimes. Akane, I want to help save the world. Why wouldn't I trust the advice of the person who did it first?" Then it hit Akane. She remembered that time, seven years ago. She remembered what it had felt like. How she had kept being pushed and pushed. Pushed by what? She still didn't know. Whatever it was that she had met on the other side of death, it had changed her. It had sent her back a slightly different person than she had been before. It had given her a purpose. It had wanted her to fufill that purpose. It too had needed her. And she had refused. She had refused and risked everything. She had known, at the time, that what that nameless thing offered her might well have been the only way to save the entire world. It had pushed and pushed... but in the end, it had backed off. Just like Chris was now. He wanted her to agree with him. And he kept giving her deadlines and ultimatums, and then pulling back from them. He kept giving her second chances. "...more seriously," Chris was saying, "I don't think of myself as infallible. I want someone else who I can trust, who will give me a sober second thought on things, and I think you will be-" "No," Akane cut him off. Chris paused, obviously confused, then quickly recovered, arching his good eyebrow. "No to what, precisely? No to saving Cologne, or...?" "No to all of it, Chris," Akane replied. Strangely, she didn't feel angry. She felt tired. But she forced passion into her voice. She forced herself to sound hard. She had learned to do that, over the years. Sometimes people didn't need a shoulder to cry on. Sometimes they needed a bitch to order them into action, even when it meant risking your head. She used that voice now. "I'm not talking about this anymore." Chris paused again. "So, if I understand you correctly, you're saying you think I should just do as I see fit? And therefore, Cologne remains dead?" "I'm not saying that," Akane snapped. "I just refuse to participate in this anymore." She kept her voice level, barely. "If you want some sort of response out of me, you're not going to get it. I'm not going to forgive what you did, just because you can make it better. I'm not going to ask you to fix it. I'm not going to tell you anything." Chris lowered the hand that he had been holding up to snap. The good humour had evaporated from his voice. "And what exactly has you so upset?" "No, Chris. No more words. No more arguments. This is it. This is my choice. I'll defy you, in the only way I can." Akane stiffened her posture. "Even if that's just doing nothing." "That doesn't make any sense," Chris snapped. "You're no coward, Akane. You don't shirk decisions just because they're tough. You're just going to sit there like an angry child refusing to talk, because of... what? Because you know that if I bring Cologne back, everything I said will happen, and you don't want-" "Believe what you want," Akane interrupted. "You have the only answer I'm going to give you, Chris. Now, I would like to leave." "Don't be ridiculous, you won't even explain-" "No. I won't. Now, I would like to leave." "You-" Chris started to shout, then swallowed the words with an audible effort. When he continued, his voice was controlled again, but terse. "Akane, whatever this is about, there is a more reasonable way to work through it. This is too important to just have you walk away from it. I need your help, all of humanity needs it." Akane didn't answer this time. She just stared at him. She had to force herself to stare directly into that awful empty socket of his eye, but she didn't let that show on her face. In fact, she let nothing show on her face. And Chris looked away first. "Damn it," he growled, turning with an irritated sweep of his arm. "You won't talk? Fine, we don't need to talk." He whirled in place, and suddenly his face contorted with rage. A dark red light sprang into life in his eyesocket. "I don't need to talk, Akane. But you're going to understand what's at stake here. I will MAKE you understand!" Akane had just recently remembered what it was like seven years ago. She had remembered what it was like to find herself being pushed by god. That was nothing like this. That had just been pressure. That had just been a feeling of... expectation, such an overwhelming feeling of need that turning her back on it had been near-impossible. This was a violation. Her body rebelled against her. She couldn't even scream. She couldn't even whimper. Her eyes refused to look away. Her nose refused to twitch. Her entire body ceased to be her own. Fast on its heels, her mind went away too. She tried to focus on something else, but it was impossible. She didn't want to focus on anything else. She wanted to listen to him. She wanted to nod along. He was only telling the truth. She remembered things in her life, things that made him seem more sympathetic. She remembered- "No," Akane said. The word shocked Chris, and it let up for a moment. Then his face twisted into a scowl and it returned. There was no crushing weight. There was no sense of invasion. There was no feeling of horror. The hatred in her bubbled away, as naturally and easily as it had when Akane had first learned that Nabiki had invaded her mind without permission. After all, if she could forgive Nabiki, how could she hold anything against Chris? She felt her image of Chris softening. She felt her opposition evaporate. She opened her mouth, for a moment unable to understand why she had opposed him. Then Chris frowned slightly, and she remembered. She had been confused. Petulant. She had been forced into a corner. But it was okay. He would forgive her childishness. She cleared her throat and spoke. "No," she said. Chris' eyes narrowed. Akane felt a thrill of fear run through her. She had no idea where that word had come from. When she had spoken, she had meant to ask him to forgive her for being childish. She had meant to apologise. She had meant to explain that she was tired and stressed out. She wanted to explain. "I... won't..." Akane said. She reached up and clutched the sides of her head. That wasn't supposed to happen! What was wrong with her? She could feel something inside her. It filled her with disgust and rage. It was dark and pulsing. It was angry. She tried to force it back down. She looked up at Chris, to draw strength from him. He was snarling now. His hands were curled into claws. The deadlight in his ruined eye flared. She could see the air rippling around him. Her mind retreated from it. But she knew she shouldn't be afraid. He was fighting for her. He was helping her. "Leave..." Akane gasped, collapsing to one knee. "Me..." The word came out as a shriek. The awful, hateful thing inside her pulsed again. She couldn't make it go away! "Alone!" "Stop fighting me!" Chris yelled. "You have to stop!" His face was twisted, but not with rage. It was twisted with confusion and fear. Of course, Akane realised. He was God. Nothing she should have been able to do should have stopped him. "How can you fight me?!" Chris shrieked. Then Akane suddenly remembered. She remembered the Oversoul and the void. She remembered herself slowly fading away, as she drifted back into the familiar, peaceful All. And she remembered being ripped rudely out. She remembered being sawed out. She remembered something huge, pulling her free from the All. She remembered being pulled past... an emptiness that was full of blades that screamed. She remembered encountering something. No, not something. It was nothing. It had no name. It had no face. It was just immensity. It was just power. It had no voice, so it borrowed hers. 'I have died,' Akane remembered herself saying in a non-voice. 'Because Chris loves me. I will return, because I will be his undoing. And I shall have the tools needed to do this.' The words, spoken by her and that awful, immense nameless thing beyond the edge of the All, hidden amongst the screaming swords, had burned themselves deep inside her. She had been given Purpose. Chris staggered back and Akane collapsed. Her hands shot out, preventing her from smashing facefirst into the floor. Her breathing came in shaky gasps. Her skin crawled. Her mind recoiled in horror. Chris had... he had... "You... fucking... BASTARD!" Akane leapt to her feet. "No," Chris growled. "I won't let you ignore me!" And he held out his hand and this time Akane could feel it. The weight of his power. All that immense power. There were no more subtle tricks, no more games. Just raw brute force smashing against her psyche. Akane held her ground. "Why?" Chris shrieked. "How can you do this?" "Because someone has to," Akane replied. Chris clenched his hands and Akane felt something deeper draw out of him. He wasn't just using stolen power now, Akane realised. He was tapping whatever well of power he had. She could feel something awful rushing out of it. She couldn't help but picture that abyss of shrieking swords. And with a wordless scream, he tried to smash it into her. Something inside Akane immediately knew what he was doing. He was trying to forge a connection between them. He was trying to funnel all the shrieking, horrible energy inside him into her. To erase her, and make her part of him. He had done it before, she knew. He did it without desperation. He had created this channel before. It was like the swords were pushing into Akane's skin from every angle. Whatever thing the nameless force had left her with, it too was buckling under this assault. She snarled and took a step forward. She could feel herself fraying with every step. She could feel the flow from him double with every heartbeat. He was pushing himself to the edge. The wound in his face darkened and began to putrefy, only to stop suddenly as he pushed the consequences onto Akane. She could feel it burning at her eye. The sound of her slap broke the tension in the room. Chris, who could face down gods, staggered back. The pressure broke. Akane could feel the horrible energy retreating towards him... then begin to vanish. It was heading somewhere else. "No, Chris. Never." "Akane..." Chris gasped. Then his head twisted to the side suddenly. "Kalia?" * The mob came forward, screaming silently in the void. Ukyou tensed herself, allowing her eyes to track around the circle. There was no escape, of course. Her hands slid along the length of the Silence Glaive. Hotaru watched her, her bronze eyes narrowed with hate. Ukyou took a deep breath. The first rank reached her. "Forgive me, Akira," Ukyou said softly and opened herself to the Third Circle. There was an explosion of sound as Ukyou swung the Silence Glaive through them. They scattered like tenpins, blasted away in all directions. Hundreds of the ghostly figures went tumbling away. Then the second rank reached her. A half dozen swung at her, their movements coordinated in eerie unison. Ukyou managed to deflect all the strikes, and Aaron kept her a fraction of a second ahead of the next half-dozen, and the next. As the ghosts struck they moved aside, letting the next ones have their shot, and the next and the next. And the ghosts rose to their feet, showing no signs of injury. She had withheld using the Silence against them, but they refused to go down from just normal blows. She couldn't defend against them all. Eventually, she would make a mistake. With a frown, she shifted from defence to offence. The Silence Glaive sung in her hands. A dozen ghosts were scattered by the first blow. Ukyou moved into the gap, avoiding the Paradox swords that fell from the ghosts' limp hands. Without pausing, she struck again, the Glaive exploding with near-silence. Even as the gap she had created was filled by more silent ghosts, she moved into the next gap, and the next. She and Aaron recoiled from the thought of killing these ghosts. They were innocent souls, Ukyou was certain. Hotaru was doing something to control them, using the Paradox blades to command them. However, each soul she cut down with the Silence Glaive would be annihilated, and all that would be left was another Sword of Hate. Ukyou ran up the side of a largish man, and suddenly she was on top of the army of ghosts. She moved across it, her legs moving from shoulder to head as she flitted across the field. The ghosts' mouths opened in silent screams as they swung up at her, some leaping to get better opportunities to strike. They didn't care about each other. The swords passed through their ghostly flesh without pause. In other words, she was trapped in a no-win situation. If she fought back at full effectiveness, she would be doing Hotaru's job for her. If she held back, it would only be a matter of time before they wore her down. Ukyou frowned and dropped, her body flaring with purple sparks as she phased down through the body of a ghost. She avoided the blade and sidestepped through another ghost. The glaive parried three swordstrokes at once, and ghosted down and to the left, passing through a few startled spirits. Hotaru was in charge of this. She was using the swords to control the spirits. Aaron was certain of it. Which meant that this army was nothing but window dressing. It was Hotaru she had to reach. It was Hotaru who could end this. Ukyou hissed as a blade slid along her arm, drawing a red line through the fabric of her coat. It appeared that her absolute defence was gone. Two more strikes slipped through her guard while she was getting over the surprise of being hurt by the Paradox. The first scored a shallow wound along her calf, the second cut her cheek. She leapt up and back, putting all the power she could into the leap. She sailed out and over the army. It turned en masse, following her. The mass of them stretched out around her, seemingly forever. The souls of the dead, enslaved by Paradox to give Hotaru her vengeance. The place Ukyou was going to land was just as crowded as everyhere else. The shades braced themselves, swords held high to pierce her as she landed among them. The Glaive came around... "Dead Scream!" A blast of purple light exploded among the crowd, sending them flying in all directions. Ukyou landed in the gap, panting slightly. She caught a flash of green hair as Pluto landed beside her, followed shortly thereafter by a yellow streak as Nanami landed nearby. "You shouldn't be here," Ukyou said as she stood up, placing her back to Pluto. Pluto chuckled as she placed her back to Ukyou's. The army circled them warily, apparently confused by this arrangement. "If you lose, we're all doomed," Pluto explained. "So... even if it's meaningless, I'll help you." "You should listen to her, Pluto," Hotaru's voice came from the crowd. It parted slightly to reveal the girl as she limped forward, clutching her side. "I have nothing against you. Your death could be quick and painless." "Maybe," Pluto agreed. "But I've chosen not to die. And so has everyone else back on Earth." Her eyes locked on Hotaru. "No matter how much pain the world is filled with, they keep fighting on. We all do. That is our nature." She took a deep breath. "So remember that, Ukyou. If your friends were here, every one of them would stand with you against this." Ukyou glanced at Pluto out of the corner of her eye, and smiled. "Yeah. They would." Nanami said nothing as she drew her blades with sharp rasps. Hotaru sighed. "You think that makes it okay, Ukyou?" Hotaru growled. "Let me remind you of what kind of pain your presence causes!" A figure burst from the crowd, shooting forward. Ukyou tensed, then realised too late the attack wasn't directed at her. Pluto barely got her staff up in time, deflecting the sword that almost took her head off. A figure in a grey coat and pants stood with his blade locked against her staff. "Jadeite?" Pluto gasped. "That's right," the dead Dark General snarled, one sleeve of his jacket flapping emptily behind him as he pressed her. "This is revenge, for destroying me!" "Pluto, duck," Ukyou called as she swung the Silence Glaive. Jadeite leapt back, managing to parry the attack with the Sword of Hate he carried in his remaining hand. Ukyou growled and stepped in front of Pluto. The scars the Dark General had burned into her arm ached as she clenched the glaive tighter. "Is this supposed to impress me, Hotaru?" "You destroyed me, the both of you!" Jadeite screamed, his face twisting with rage. "You kidnapped my friend, threatened my homeland, tortured me and tried to kill me," Ukyou replied sharply. "And what about me, Ukyou?" Ukyou snapped her head around just in time to parry a blow meant to skewer her back. A blonde-haired woman wearing round glasses pressed the sword forward, causing Ukyou to stumble back. The woman was dressed in a conservative suit that concealed her curves, and her face was full of righteous fury. "Did I deserve to die for you?" the woman snarled, striking twice more. Ukyou could hear Pluto struggling with Jadeite nearby. "Integra... I didn't..." Ukyou paused. "You let me die! You were right there, you could have destroyed Bison, but you let him kill me!" Integra shouted, suddenly switching her style. Ukyou was going to reply, when Aaron suddenly warned her. They barely phased in time as white darts flashed through their body. Purple sparks flew as Ukyou leapt up and back, landing just outside of sword range of the wall of ghosts that had encircled her Pluto and Nanami. Integra was running towards her, holding the Sword of Hate like a sabre as she closed. And behind her came another bespectacled woman, this one with long black hair and uncombed hair. Her eyes were clear, and full of hate. "Yomiko..." Ukyou gasped. The dead paper-master held a sword in one hand and was producing a sheath of papers with the other. "Hotaru! Stop this! She did nothing to deserve..." "Deserve has nothing to do with it," Yomiko replied, sending the papers in her hands at Ukyou like missiles. Ukyou parried with the Glaive, as Integra slid to the side to strike with her sword. "I died because of you, Ukyou. All I wanted was peace. But you abandoned me and Hotaru. You went off to kill yourself, because you couldn't face the thought of actually being responsible." The glaive sang as it parried two simultaneous thrusts from the two women. Ukyou's feet dug into the ground as she was pushed back. The crowd at her back screamed and surged forward, blades flashing. Ukyou released the glaive, banishing it and tumbling forward between the two suddenly off-balance ghosts. She came up near Pluto, conjuring up the glaive with a thought. Jadeite took an offhand swing in the temple, toppling forward. Pluto gasped and staggered away a bit. But Jadeite wouldn't be down long. All three of them were more than they had been in life. "Hotaru, please, just stop this!" Ukyou shouted. "There is no stopping it," Integra cried, leaping at Ukyou. "You destroyed us, Ukyou," Yomiko snapped as she swung a whip of folded paper at her. Ukyou phased through it, and parried the downward swing from Integra. Jadeite thrust at her back. "All of the lives you've touched," he snarled, "have ended in tragedy." "That isn't true!" Ukyou shouted, and with a heave she tossed Integra back. Her leg came up, catching Jadeite in the stomach and knocking him back. Yomiko closed, her blade flashing out. Her swordplay was weak, but her off-hand held a weapon that changed and moved by her will alone. A blast of purple light took Yomiko in the side, sending her tumbling away. Pluto grit her teeth as she turned the focus of her staff towards Integra. "Ukyou, you can't keep holding back against them!" "But..." Ukyou paused as she struck at the rising Jadeite, sending him sprawling. "I can't..." "Ukyou, you have to-ARGH!" Pluto toppled forward, her eyes widening in pain. Three lines of red had torn through the back of her costume, A tall figure stood behind her, his face hidden behind a white mask. He stepped forward, chuckling under his breath. "No..." Ukyou breathed. "What's the problem, Ukyou?" Vega asked, his smile audible in his smooth voice. "You didn't hesitate to murder me. How can destroying my soul be any worse? Come now, give me a battle to end all battles!" Ukyou didn't react as the claw came in. Thankully, Aaron seized control long enough to parry the three blades. He could feel the Paradox in them. The blades touched the side of her cheek, drawing more blood. The shock brought Ukyou back to her senses. With a cry she smashed Vega away. He landed on his feet. "No..." Ukyou breathed. "I've made my peace with that." She pointed her blade at Vega. "I'm not afraid of you." She turned to the other three shades. "I'm not afraid of any of you. So try again, Hotaru." She turned to face the girl. "No matter what you do, you won't drive me away." "Drive you away?" Nanami said. She was crouching over Pluto. Her eyes flashed yellow. She ran her fingers over the wounds, pulling lines of blood across her fingers. "Is that what you think this is about, Ukyou?" "Yes," Ukyou replied. "You really are a fool," Nanami said, rising to her feet. "You can't see beyond your delusions." She licked her fingers as she stood up. "Nanami?" Ukyou backed away from her. The other four figures silently circled her, swords at the ready. "What's going on?" "I had thought, that maybe you would have the strength to do it," Nanami said with a snarl. "That you could look past that weakness in your heart and actually do what needed to be done. But I was wrong." She drew her swords. Ukyou's eyes narrowed. "You... you're on the Nameless' side?" "Of course I am!" Nanami snarled. "We all are. Your delusion is that there is any other side, Ukyou." She stepped forward. "This is His game. I saw Him, in that hellish experience. I know. This world is an experiment, designed to test you. To see if you have what it takes." "What it takes?" "To fix it, you idiot!" Nanami struck, her blades flashing out. Ukyou parried, but barely. Damn, the girl was fast. Suddenly the other four struck. Ukyou dodged and slid, phasing past one strike and blocking another. "Do you think any of us want this? This is hell, Ukyou! I live in hell, dead yet not allowed to die!" "And you left us," Yomiko said. Ukyou just barely flipped over her strike, parrying two more at the same time. "You abandoned Hotaru to that fate. You KNEW she had been taken, and still you left her! You left her to suffer!" "But you've always been good at that," Jadeite accused. Ukyou landed behind him as he swung to face her. She ducked his strike. "You shattered my body, took my arm and... spared me? You left me broken and beaten! You didn't have the mercy to kill me!" "You've never had the conviction to do what needs to be done," Integra said as she thrust around Jadeite. Ukyou rolled away, phasing through Yomiko. "Or maybe you just didn't care enough? Maybe you never wanted to do the right thing?" "No!" Ukyou denied, deflecting a pair of attacks. "Oh please, Ukyou," Vega said as he flipped over her. She thrust her glaive up, their blades meeting three times in a flare of sparks. "You knew what would happen when you took Hotaru from me. You knew what I was." He laughed. "Everything that happened after that, is on your head." "NO!" Ukyou roared and with a snarl she ran Vega through the chest. He stiffened. Then with a shriek he dissolved away, leaving nothing but his claws. They fell with a clatter to the ground. Ukyou stared. "So much for your morals of convenience," Integra snarled, sliding her sword into Ukyou's shoulder. Ukyou screamed in pain and clutched the blade. "That's perhaps the most annoying thing about you. You speak so well, but when push comes to shove... you don't have the strength of your own convictions." "You're nothing, Ukyou," Yomiko accused, stabbing her through the thigh. Ukyou stumbled, falling to one knee as she cried out. "At least Chris had the willingness to commit to his delusions. You can't even do that. You are nothing but doubt and weakness." "Shut up!" Ukyou growled, biting back the pain. She brought up her free hand. "DEEP SUBMERGE!" The blast of water caught the two off-guard, sending them both tumbling back. Unfortunately, they left their blades embedded in Ukyou's body. She hissed as she slowly rose to her feet, blinking away tears. "Enough, Hotaru!" Ukyou shouted. "I will NOT give up!" "I don't want you to give up," Hotaru explained. "I want you to suffer. I want you to die, realising that you could have done something to save us. But you chose not to. You always choose not to." Hotaru quirked her head over Ukyou's shoulder. "Isn't that right?" she asked the person behind her. Ukyou already knew who it was going to be before she turned. But, like a victim in a horror movie, she couldn't stop herself from looking. The girl who stood there had black hair in a ponytail and wore a blue vest over her school uniform. Her freckled face was twisted with rage. The blade that she held slammed into Ukyou's back, piercing her straight through the stomach. Ukyou screamed in pain and collapsed. "You could have saved me," Ran said, her voice full of hate. "You could have taken the Wishing Sword and made me live again. But you didn't. Because you are afraid. You're afraid of what you'll become if you have too much power." Ran twisted the sword, causing Ukyou to scream again. "Well, guess what, Ukyou? You can't save anyone without sacrifice. Everything has a price. And if you aren't willing to pay that price, none of your good intentions matter one bit!" "Ran... you don't... understand..." Ukyou gasped. "I understand perfectly," Ran said. Nanami walked up next to her, and Hotaru came up on the other side. "You could end this at any time. You choose not to." "H-how... I don't..." Ukyou coughed. "You can't do it, Ukyou," Hotaru explained. She knelt beside her. "Your soul is too weak. You can't make the sacrifice." The girl reached out and her fingers wrapped around the Silence Glaive. "But my soul is strong. I know what needs to be done." She rose up, holding the Silence Glaive up almost wistfully. "You know, I've dreamed of this moment for seven years. I always thought I would enjoy it more." She looked down at Ukyou. "Except you haven't lost everything yet, have you?" "What do you...?" Ukyou paused. She felt something inside her shift, then break. It was like a part of her vanished entirely. The sudden emptiness left her cold. "No... Akira..." she breathed. "Yes... that's better," Hotaru said with a smile. "Now, you really are alone, Ukyou." She lifted the Silence Glaive up over her head. "Goodbye." * Akira sprinted forward, drawing her fist back. Kalia slid sideways, past a pair of people that were still running in slow motion. Akira thrust, her fist passing through the space between them and striking the not-girl in the stomach as she moved. She could have missed. Any number of a million things could have gone wrong. They didn't. Kalia grinned as she crumbled around the blow. Her hand snaked out and latched onto Akira's elbow. "Good, but not there yet," Kalia said. "You're too caught up in what isn't happening." The two people ran away from each other, parting just enough for Akira to drive her leg up and into Kalia's chin. The girl's head snapped back, and right and left and- Akira went flying backward, the air exploding from her lungs. Except she didn't. She caught the knee at the last second with her free hand- Her arm snapped like a matchstick as Kalia twisted in her grip, pulling on Akira's arm. Akira grit her teeth and suddenly her arm was fine, Kalia having missed the grab and only gotten a hold of her forearm. The twist she did was painful, but not enough- Kalia's fist slammed into her face. Akira tumbled to the ground, coughing. She looked up. "You... already lost that arm..." Akira gasped. "You don't expect me to fight fair, do you?" Kalia giggled as she floated backward. She was flexing her arms, curling and uncurling her fingers. Akira pushed herself to her knees. She coughed. The pain was weakening. She could feel it, the flow of Paradox from Ukyou was tapering off. Had she won? "Eye of the storm, Ahura Mazda," Kalia called out. "Akira," Angel said as she walked closer, clutching her shoulder. The tattoos on her chest were blazing as the girl tried to channel enough water chakra to heal the wound. Blood seeped between her fingers. "Did you just... I could swear I saw you..." "Yes..." Akira gasped. "No, not good enough!" Kalia called out, suddenly appearing behind Angel. The girl cried out as the girl-shaped thing wrapped both hands around her throat. "You have to go further, Akira!" "Let her go!" Akira shouted, leaping to her feet. The pain didn't stop her. Angel managed to twist just right so that Akira's punch would catch Kalia without harming her. Kalia's face caved in under the blow. Akira' fist exited the back of her head. A thrill of pleasure ran up Akira's spine and she grinned. Then Kalia kicked her, sending her flying back. She flew into a group of running children, scattering them- She landed hard on the asphalt, skimming across it harshly and tearing some of the skin off her elbows. She hissed as she kicked to her feet. Kalia grinned at her as she floated up into the sky. Grinned with her perfectly intact face. "I... your face..." Akira groaned. "And I gave you such a nice soft landing," Kalia pointed out. She tightened her grip on Angel's throat. The girl was clawing uselessly at Kalia's fingers with her one working arm. Her face was going blue. "You... changed time..." Akira admitted slowly. "Ding! Ding! Ding!" Kalia giggled. "Give the woman a cigar!" She smiled. "And read into that all the Freudian things you want." "You can't do that, my presence..." "Ukyou's presence," Kalia pointed out, leaning down and licking Angel's ear. The girl shuddered even as she redoubled her efforts to escape. "Ukyou. Not you. A nice plan, using you to force context on me... but you don't really do that, Akira. Ukyou does. Chris does. But you... you're like me. We CREATE whatever context we want." Akira screamed, suddenly feeling the Paradox inside her spike again. She placed a hand on the ground, ground her teeth and cursed. Not now, damn it. "For instance, you can choose to be crippled by Ukyou's waste," Kalia said, floating lower. "Or you can make a whole new context for yourself." Akira closed her eyes. Kalia had shifted time. She had literally altered herself so that Akira's punch had not hurt her. She had altered herself so that Angel's attack hadn't chopped off her arm. She hadn't just made something not happen, she'd made something else have happened. "For example, I could just be here, holding Angel in a deathgrip while she struggles..." Kalia said, her grin obvious in her voice. "Or maybe I broke her leg before I grabbed her neck?" Angel whimpered. "Or maybe I snapped her thumb?" Angel's hissing scream was loud in Akira's ears. "Or maybe I..." "Stop it!" Akira stood up, forcing her eyes open. Angel was clawing at Kalia, the thumb on her good hand bent back at an unnatural angle. But her chakra was different. She wasn't using water to try and heal her wounds, or earth to resist Kalia's attacks. Instead she was using void, the chakra of stealth and sensory input, the ethereal wings on her back flaring almost through Kalia. Akira wondered why, then suddenly realised that void chakra would give Angel the greatest sensitivity to pain. "Do you want to stop me, Ahura Mazda?" Kalia smiled. "All you have to do is let go. Let go of that fragile little soul thing that keeps you so limited. Open your eyes and see; look across the great barriers of time and space. Look across all the worlds. Pick the destiny that suits your fancy!" Kalia's smile widened and her voice became dark and cold. "But act fast, offer expires while you wait." Akira looked at Angel's eyes. She saw the girl pleading for... for release? For Akira to fight on? For salvation? It was impossible to say. Akira looked away. "I'm sorry." She let go. Akira's body twitched. She was surprised. Surprised by how little seemed to have changed. The pain she was familiar with. Ever since she had rescued Ukyou from Bison's prison in her mind, she had been familiar with the pain. The way it felt like every pain at once. That was familiar. What was surprising was the pleasure. She felt like her body was being wrapped in fresh silk, or touched by warm skin or lathered with cold ice. Her form shuddered as erotic impulses flooded her system. Her stomach churned as a million delights ran down her tongue. And there was more than pleasure and pain. There was heat and cold. She felt rain on her skin. She felt arid air blowing across her cheeks. There was so many sensations, so many emotions all churning inside her. She felt anger at Kalia. She felt anger at Ukyou. She felt lust. She felt sadness. All at once, all blazing so strongly and barely at all... It just suddenly didn't matter. All the feelings, all the emotions, all the sensations just sort of cancelled each other out. There was none that was more real, more important than the others. She could feel a burning desire to kill Angel, every bit as strong and driving as her desire to save her, as her desire to kiss her and no less real than her utter apathy towards this girl she both knew very well and not at all. Kalia's face was laughing, crying, smiling, frowning, growling and a million other expressions at once. Angel was dead in her hands. She was uninjured. She was naked and moaning, or nothing but a charred corpse. She wasn't even Angel. She was Nabiki, or Sailor Mars, or female Ranma, or male Ranma, or Shingo... Akira looked down at her hands. They were covered in blood. Or they weren't. It didn't matter. She began to giggle. What a meaningless choice. Bloody or not? How trivial! How small! She stretched out her hand. She could grab it all, or none of it. "Why did I ever resist this?" Akira whispered. It was heaven. It was hell. It was whatever she wanted and everything she didn't want and all the things she had never thought of. It was all so meaningless. "I can change the past, the future..." Akira hissed out, giggling softly. "I can make it all happen, or make it have never existed. I can kill Angel, or save her or just have never met her..." "Yes!" Kalia cried out. Akira twisted her head to see her. For some reason, she thought she saw a man in green hair there for a moment. But it faded into the background. He was still there, but less... real than Kalia. No, that was wrong. She tilted her head sideways. It wasn't that Kalia was more real than him. Just the opposite. She was less there than him. He was there, and Kalia was not. She was... like a cut-out. A hole that wasn't there. "What you see is your past, and your future," Kalia informed her. "Backwards and forwards in time." Kalia held out her hand. "Little baby Akira, suckling at her mother's teat and little girl Akira at her brother's bedside while he lies bleeding from the hole that used to be his eye and your meeting with Ukyou and all that... every moment of your life." She chuckled. "Except you don't see much of a future, because you don't have one." "Z, I see Z." Akira said. "Why? I don't care about the war he fights, so why? I can make it all go away, right?" "If you want," Kalia said, floating backward, an emptiness in the past that shouldn't be there. "But you should look to the future, Akira. Because soon, it's going to end. All the possibilities will collapse when Ukyou finally confronts her destiny. "Unless you change that." "When it gets to that point, Ukyou will die," Akira pointed out. She could feel it, the crush of inevitability. In fact, she could feel that with everything related to Ukyou. As the world seemed to cycle through her entire past and future - how little of the latter! - the only constant was Ukyou. Her life didn't seem to spread out in every direction like the rest of the universe. "When she goes, so do we all." Akira felt sadness and envy and hatred and joy at the thought. "It's hopeless. I can't change her life... not at any cost." Except it seemed to keep coming back to that moment. Akira vaguely remembered it. Her first mission in space. She had been caught up in the war between Jurai and Galaxia, had almost been killed by a madman named Z who had enough power to give Gyro and Pharaoh 90 and Alucard combined a run for their money. And she had... how had she survived that? "This is the moment you can change it, Akira," Kalia whispered into her ear. She stroked Akira's back. Akira tilted her head again, indicated she was listening. "That man is changing time. He's summoning you, this moment, into the past. It gives you a break. A break no-one else has. The chance to change the future. To change now. Even for Ukyou. Even for Chris." Kalia ran her fingers along Akira's flesh, teasing her. "It's not that long in. You can go back. You can change the now. You know where Ukyou is. You can save her from Bison. You know where Angel is. You can save her from Chris before he gets his hooks into her too deep. You can keep him from ever making me. You can prevent Ryouga from ever meeting Hotaru. You can prevent the whole chain of events. "And nothing can stop you." Kalia breathed into her ear. "Not with the power you have now. You choose your destiny, Akira. Choose to make it all go right this time. All the things you wanted." Kalia giggled. "Or not. Choose to kill Ukyou. Choose to fuck Angel. Choose to burn the world. The choice is yours. All the choices." Kalia pressed herself against Akira's back. "Are you really going to turn down this chance?" "No." Akira said simply. Suddenly she was back there. She was standing in a cosmos of stars. They swirled around her. Z, the monster, stood before her. Kalia floated behind her. There were other figures, but they faded in and out. Was Angel here? She shouldn't be. But the girl was there, on the ground, crawling towards Akira. For some reason that seemed important. Something about what was in her hand. But it wasn't important. It was just another thing that Akira could discard or focus on at her leisure. "I have your Star Seed..." Z said. He was holding something in his hand. Had he taken it? When had he done that? Oh well, it didn't matter. It was just her soul. She could make herself a new one. "Z..." Akira said. "I don't care about the Star Seed, I can make it all go away, and I will." Akira giggled. She could feel the past coming into more focus now. She could see the others around. They were dead or alive or neither at her pleasure, all at once. "I control your power," Z informed Akira. "You will serve me." "In a few seconds, Ukyou will die. Your hopeless quest won't matter then. But I can pay any cost to make it not happen." "That's right," Kalia crowed. "And when you burst through, break the chain of fate forever, you'll create more Paradox than ever before. And together, we'll destroy God!" Kalia laughed. "Oh, if only he could see you now! We'll teach that bastard to mess with the people we love!" Kalia danced among the stars. For some reason, Angel was still there, she had almost reached Akira. "So are you going to hesitate now?" "No." Z narrowed his eyes. Of course, he couldn't hear most of the conversation. He was only aware of the parts taking place in his past. In Akira's past. But Akira was also here, in the now. With Kalia and Angel. "Woman, you think you can resist me? I have your soul..." He brandished the little thing. "Keep it," Akira said, her twisting face breaking out into a smile. "Not gonna need it no more." Z suddenly looked apprehensive. He backed up a step. Akira appeared beside him, in front of him, behind him and all around. She began to laugh and tease. She could see his life running out in all directions. His pathetic life. What a useless being. "...you should have died, too..." "...betrayed your family..." "...failure..." "...abandoned..." "...unloved..." "SHUT UP!" Z roared, stepping forward as he flared all five of his Wings of the Light Hawk. They spread out across the sky, huge ribbons of pure white light. Akira smiled, reached out, and curled her fingers around the edge of the white ribbon-blade. What happened next was impossible, but why should Akira care? She grabbed the edge of the wing and, with a snort and a flick of her wrist, bent it like wet taffy. A sound escaped Z's throat. A scared, small, pitiful sound. Something dropped from his hand to the 'ground' with a clink. Akira reached out and grabbed another nearby wing. Then she proceeded to wrap the wings around his body, tying his arms to his chest with them. She grabbed two more and hogtied his legs behind his back. The fifth she balled up like a wad of putty and shoved into his mouth. Z could only stare, nearly crying in naked fear as Akira disassembled his ultimate defence with ease. Akira looked down at her handiwork. It would do. "Bye bye." She waved a little wave and pushed him out into space. He slowly drifted back and Akira lost interest in him. He vanished from her perceptions, "Now to fix it all..." Akira said, her face widening in a smile. "Akira, stop!" Akira looked around suddenly. Angel was on her knees. She had something in her hands. It glowed yellow. It flared with light. Except it wasn't just Angel. It was another girl. It was Ayeka, princess of Jurai. She was holding a blackened and cracked star seed. No, she was Angel. Both of them, at once. "Don't stop now!" Kalia hissed. "Just ignore them. They'll both be fine, if you want them to be." Kalia grabbed her shoulder. "Change time. Do it! Change fate! Destroy all his work! Destroy him!" "If you do that," Angel gasped. "There won't be a future, or a past. You'll destroy it all." "So?" Kalia stuck her tongue out at Angel. "Who needs context, anyway? Akira feels much better without it. All those little worries. Won't it be so much better when everyone is like us? When we all can experience whatever we want? When we'll all be together and apart and everything else all at once. Ayeka/Angel was talking again. "I don't know what terrible choice you're making. But you can't do this. I can tell, in my heart, that what you are about to do is wrong. You're changing time..." "I can fix it," Akira informed them both. "Angel won't have to grow up with him. Ukyou doesn't have to be tortured. I don't have to kill all those people..." Akira moaned. She felt herself swaying. "I can fix it? But if I make it not real, how can I? Just shadows..." She grabbed her head. "Do it, Ahura Mazda! It's the only solution!" "Come on, you damn taka taka! Even you can't be this stupid!" That wasn't all they said. They said much more. A million and one variations on a theme. Every argument, every speech, all playing out at once. "...too many voices... too many... can't hear..." "There's no going back," Kalia hissed. "Not for you. Not now. It's too late. The Paradox has you. You can ride it, or you can be consumed." "You don't need it, Akira," Angel hissed. "There is another way. We can beat her without this!" She held out her hand. There was a glowing yellow diamond in her palm. "AKIRA!" Ayeka screamed. "You don't have to listen to me, but listen to yourself!" Ayeka held up the star seed in her hand. "Listen to the voice inside you!" Akira's eyes focused on the gem in Ayeka's hand. "My... soul..." The thing that gave her focus. The thing that gave her perspective, the thing that made her human. Resting in Ayeka's palm. She had let it go. She had become just like Kalia. "Of course..." She reached out and grabbed the gem in Angel/Ayeka's hand. "What are you doing?" Kalia shrieked. "Sorry, Ukyou... I can't do this for you, anymore." She wasn't certain how she did it. Then again, she had never been certain how she had made it happen in the first place. All she knew was that she could feel the connection between her and Ukyou. She could feel the Paradox flowing through it. So, while she still had the power, she just reversed the flow. Kalia's eyes widened. "You'll kill her," she gasped. "Maybe," Akira said. The past was gone. The world was collapsing. She could feel ground under her feet, not water or lava or space. She could feel cold Tokyo air on her cheek, not dry desert wind or fire or perfumed sweat. She was surrounded by people running from the fight they couldn't even see. Angel was kneeling on the ground, clutching the one wound in her shoulder. She had to act fast, before she lost it all. The Paradox was draining out of her faster than she had expected. And with it went all the power. She could see less and less of Kalia's 'world', and more and more of her own. She had to do this before it was all gone. "You... you stupid little whore!" Kalia shrieked, her hands raising up curled like claws. "Do you realise what you've done?! It still ends! She loses! Now she just loses faster! You cow! You bitch! I'll do so many things to you... so many torments..." Akira didn't dodge as Kalia grabbed her by the arms. She needed to be in close. "I think what you need, Kalia..." Then Akira flared her aura and burst free all at once. She pulled up her hand and smashed her palm into Kalia's forehead. "...is a little perspective." Akira staggered back. It had worked. Kalia, rightfully, hadn't cared about Akira hitting her. Why should she? Nothing she would have done could have hurt Kalia. Kalia stood there, her mouth opening slowly. Then a gold light sprouted on her forehead. Akira opened her palm. The star seed of Sailor Uranus was gone. The soul of a dead warrior had finally found a new incarnation. Akira whispered a prayer for it. The light resolved into a flaring symbol. Kalia's mouth finished opening. Her eyes focused. They focused on Akira. They saw her. They were there. There was something behind them now. Kalia screamed. She fell to her knees and screamed and screamed. Akira fell back. Everyone in the plaza turned towards them, caught off-guard by the scream. It was nerve-wracking. Kalia grabbed the side of her head, squeezed her eyes shut and screamed. "She has a soul now," Akira said, smiling. "Maybe we don't have to..." Angel appeared in front of her, and drove the remains of her sword into Kalia's forehead. The blunt tip of the broken blade smashed right through the symbol, and Kalia's scream cut off. Something orange and runny leaked from the girl's mouth. "Angel?" Akira gasped. Kalia collapsed to the ground, like a puppet with its strings cut. "We... we had about..." Angel took a staggering step back. "We had a few seconds, before she figured out that... that she was part of the Oversoul now. That she didn't need you. We had a few seconds while she was still human... to..." She began to shudder. Akira couldn't help it. The thought formed in her mind and reached her mouth before she could stop it. "But... now Chris will..." "I KNOW!" Angel blurted. There were tears now, running down her cheeks. "I know, I know, but if she had... I couldn't risk it, we couldn't risk it. I couldn't..." she choked off. Akira looked down at Kalia. For the first time, there was peace on her face. She realised she couldn't feel it anymore. The Paradox was gone. Just like Akira had sent it away, now Kalia could no longer hold hers. Angel had slumped to her knees. Akira knelt beside her and wrapped her arms around the girl. She could feel Angel's body shaking, but she returned the embrace. The blood of her torn hands mixed with the blood covering Akira, and neither moved for a long moment. "We just have to believe..." Akira said softly. "There's nothing else we can do, for either of them. Now... their fate is in their own hands." * Akane shivered. The hairs on the back of her neck rose, and her stomach clenched. Her gaze followed Chris's. The crystal viewscreens hung there, innocent and unremarkable. But Akane could feel something beyond them. It was approaching fast. It felt just like the pressure Chris had used against her at the end. The hideous wrongness. It felt just like the emptiness she remembered from her death, the emptiness beyond which the nameless force had lived. It felt like the utter absence of sanity. It was approaching fast. Chris could sense it too. He took a step back from the wall, his eyes narrowing. "So, this is my thanks?" he muttered. His voice sounded... resentful, like a jilted lover. He swung around and affixed her with his gaze. "Akane. Listen to me." Akane looked away from the crystal screens. She opened her mouth, but didn't say anything. Whatever was coming, it was horrifying. She wanted to tell Chris to run, but she didn't. "Akane, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. I don't know why... well, it doesn't matter why anything happened or didn't happen. But listen to me, please." There was strain around his voice. She suddenly had the sense he was trying not to look over his shoulder. "Angel killed Kalia. No, I don't know why, I wasn't paying attention. But this is something I may not survive alone. All the Paradox within her has escaped. It's coming, Akane. I'm sure you can feel it." "Yes..." Akane breathed. She looked around and realised with a shudder that it was already too late. The walls... the walls were pulsing. It looked like raindrops falling against glass. First, a tiny little bulge would appear in the wall, then it would shrink back. A fraction of a second later another bulge would appear near it, and then it was gone. Then two more, further apart. Then more, and more. Hundreds of them, thousands of them. More every second. And some of them were growing. They'd get just a bit larger, each time the same section bulged outward. And there was a sound. It was muffled, which Akane was thankful for. But soon they would break through, and the sound would fill the room. Akane knew what that sound would be. She knew what was pushing at the edges of the walls. She wanted to throw her hands over her ears and close her eyes, but she was frozen. "I need your help, Akane. Look, it's not forever. I can make another artificial fetich, but I need more time than I have right now. But until then, I need you to draw it away from me. It won't kill you. You see, you're not who it's looking for, which makes you able to actually tolerate much more of it-" "No," Akane said, firmly. The bulges in the wall had grown larger now. In one or two places the... realness of the walls was begining to strain. It was thinning out. Something was pushing through. "Akane!" Chris barked. "This isn't a moral game, this is a matter of life or death!" "No." "Akane," Chris said, more calmly, but the strain was still in his voice. His eye kept darting past her, to the walls. "I apologised. What do you want from me? Yes, yes, 'nothing', okay, but you can't possibly be... willing..." he faltered at something he saw behind her, then continued at a faster pace, "...you can't possibly be willing to just let me... to just abandon me to this! It's only temporary! I promise you, I will free you as soon as I can! You know I keep my promises!" The walls were fraying. They were made of clear crystal, and Akane could see clearly out to the horizon. But whatever was pushing at them wasn't outside those crystal walls. It was outside reality. It was pushing its way in, seeking Chris. Chris, who had defied the world for so long... And she could save him. She had thrown off his compulsion once, she realised. Whatever nameless force existed beyond the vast gulf of nothingness, it had sent her back changed. It had made her so she could defy Chris, and he could force her to do nothing she did not want to do. So... if she saved him, he would... he would have to listen to her. Because she would hold all the cards then. "Maybe there's nothing I can promise you that you'll believe," Chris said softly. "But you have to realise the choice you're making here. Whatever you think of me, whatever you think I've done, hell, whatever I HAVE done, you've never been the person that would abandon somebody. You've never been the sort of person who wouldn't show mercy. Akane, I'm just asking for your help. Help me. Please." There was a sound, and Chris winced. Akane snapped her head behind her and saw it. There was a hole. A tear through the crystal wall and it led... somewhere else. Someplace that was nowhere. A long thin blade was worrying its way free of the hole, slowly but surely. A sword. Akane grabbed the hilt at her side again. It was going to tear Chris apart. She couldn't just stand there and watch that. Chris was right. No matter what he had done, he was still a human being. He could change. He could learn. Nobody really deserved death. Not to say that Akane hadn't killed, but she had always done so in... in the heat of the moment. No. That was a lie. She had ordered people be killed before. She had casually signed people's death warrants. But, if she saved Chris, she could put an end to that. She could make him not kill anyone, and it would stick this time. Because she would be in charge. There was another sound, and another. More of them were coming through. She could hear them. They were whispering. There was no real words to it, just sound. But it was so disturbingly close to words. She swore, if she just focused enough, that she could understand it. She didn't try. She didn't want to know what would happen if she tried. "Akane, please!" Chris cried out, stretching his hand towards her. Akane closed her eyes and remembered. She remembered the moment she had been taken beyond Oblivion and the Nameless had changed her. It had left her with not just the strength to fight off Chris, but also... something else. A message. Chris, the Nameless had written into her soul, was not out to save the world. He was not trying to create any future. He was just trying to... to justify himself. He had been an accident. The Nameless had pulled Ukyou, or a part of what was now Ukyou, from elsewhere and Chris had just been caught up like a leaf in the wind. He had found himself dead yet alive in this world. He had become a monster. The Nameless had watched him, like it watched all things. It had considered wiping out this anamoly in its plan, but that carried more risks than Chris created, so it had refrained. So the Nameless had left him to his own devices, except when he got caught up in Ukyou's Destiny. And Chris had been ignored. Ignored as he slew the living and stole their power and identities to stay one step ahead of Paradox. And Chris had become a monster. But he couldn't admit this to himself. Akane looked at Chris now. He was turning slowly in place. The Swords of Hate were beginning to slide into the room. There were hundreds of holes in the walls now. The swords were creating more every second. They slid through the air like sharks, gliding around the periphery as they hunted. Chris was being stalked, and he knew it. He had finally been caught, and couldn't run away anymore. Chris was doomed, Akane realised. He had always been doomed. The Nameless had only let him live because it would be too much bother to kill him. It might backlash on its experiment with Ukyou. But the Nameless had never planned on letting Chris live. And Chris didn't know this. He had slowly convinced himself that there must be a plan for him. That just like Ukyou, Chris was important in his own way. No, not just as important, more important. It had been Pink who gave him the idea, Akane realised. The idea that he was God. God didn't have to feel guilty, after all. God didn't have to feel worry. God didn't have to look back at all the people he had killed, all the lives he had destroyed and justify them to himself. He was God. The world needed him. So, if one person had to die so that Chris could live and fulfill his destiny, so what? Without him, the world was doomed. That was how she could destroy Chris, she realised. She could tell him this, and destroy him. Tell him that he wasn't God. That he was an accident. That all the necessity he had argued himself into believing didn't exist. And he would lose himself, and the swords would take him. Or... Or she could tell him that, and save him. She could break him down, and protect him from the swords. She could shatter all his arrogance, all his delusions and then he would be... He would be hers. She could mold him into whatever she wanted. She could make him whatever god she wanted to make him. She might even be able to help Ukyou, or whoever, fight the Nameless itself. And it wasn't like she would be corrupted by the power. She would be one step removed. Chris was the godlike being, she would just be his advisor. She would be a human voice to guide his actions. She could... "No," Akane said slowly. Chris turned and stared at her. She wrapped one hand around the sword hilt and clenched the other into a fist. A Sword of Hate slid past her, the blade almost touching her cheek. "No. I can't save you, Chris." "Yes you can!" he snapped. "Just let me-" "You're right, I can," Akane amended. "But I won't." Chris stared. His mouth opened and closed, once. "You won't," he said, tasting the words. "You won't save me." A sword came too close to him, and he snarled and lashed out with a fist. To Akane's slight surprise, it actually spun away, crashing back into the wall. But the rest of the wall suddenly redoubled in its seething and whispering. More points began emerging. "Not me." And suddenly he snarled. "Damn you! What more evidence do you need, Akane?" Heedless of the swords, he strode to the crystal wall. "I'm right! I've always been right! There's whole countries lying in ruins below because you trusted them to the likes of Ukyou! Is it so easy to forget that, just because Japan was saved?" Akane blinked, but Chris didn't stop to clarify himself. "I have become everything I ever thought or said I was! There is no power beyond me. With a snap of my fingers, I could turn the sun purple or resurrect your mother or destroy the entire Juraian empire! I have defeated Ukyou, destroyed Millennium, survived every effort of Washuu to destroy me! And still you stand there, not believing me?" He spun to her again, still ignoring the swords. But they were not ignoring him. With every word of his rant, they had redoubled in whispering, in writhing. Whatever Chris saw in her face seemed to enrage him even further. "I have done everything I said I would do, outlasted every opponent, seen every prediction fulfilled! And you STILL abandon me? You, and Link, and Angel, every one of you abandons me! You ungrateful... None of you would even be alive if it weren't for me! What would you have been without me, Akane? Sitting in America as one of their jackbooted thugs? A monster of Chronos? A vampire? Tagging around after Ukyou, still letting her shove you around and decide everything for you, like you were before I told you the truth about her and let you find your own destiny? But of course, you all turn on me. It doesn't matter what I did for you, just what's convenient for you right now, right?" A sword started drifting toward him, lazily at first but starting to gain momentum and speed and... certainty. Chris sneered at it. "Fine. Then I'll show you all again. I don't need any of you. I am the most powerful being in the universe, Akane. You think Paradox can destroy ME? I beat it years ago." He raised his hand and snapped his fingers. The sword quivered like the string of a harp, and then shattered. Its pieces fell to the floor, suddenly dead and unmoving. For an instant, Akane was frightened that he had actually done it. That he had finally gone beyond. Chris grinned at her. Akane took a deep breath. "It won't work, Chris," she said, with more confidence than she felt. "It won't, will it?" Chris snarled. He reached out with both hands and made a clawing motion. Akane gasped as the crystal walls shattered. There were thousands of them. They screamed, suddenly able to sense their target. They dove towards him like birds of prey. He held up his palms to both sides and they stopped. "Paradox is nothing to me!" Chris roared, and with a pulse of light he shattered them, all of them. A thousand, a million Paradox blades simply snapped, blasting apart into dust. The sound around them ceased. And Chris screamed. He stared down at his hands. The flesh was sloughing off them like water. The smell hit Akane and she gagged. Jagged bones emerged from his fingers, muscles and blood melting together as they decayed faster and faster. The ends of the fingers began to crumble, falling inward. The fingertip bone of one hand fell down, turning grey and black as it did. When it hit the ground it puffed into dust. "This can't be happening!" Chris shrieked. But the decay was spreading, up his arms, inexorably. Faster than Akane had thought it would. Akane wanted to turn her eyes away, but couldn't. She had to watch. She wouldn't let herself turn away from what she was doing. With a cry Chris clutched his hands and suddenly they were whole again. Perfectly fine. Then a black spot appeared on them. And more appeared. Akane heard a sickeningly wet gushing sound as Chris's left foot detached from his leg and tumbled to the ground. "NO! I won't let this happen! Not again!" And Chris concentrated and his leg was back. The black spot on his hand was gone. Except this time the decay came back faster. His left hand literally imploded, collapsing in on itself. His shirt was torn open as a geyser of putrescence spilled out of his gut. "Why isn't it working? WHY?" Akane knew. She could tell him. The swords had not been destroyed. They had just... gone inside him, where they belonged. They didn't need blades to tear him apart. And the more he struggled, the more he drew on his power to fight them, the more and more he summoned. Eventually, they would eat him away faster than he could regenerate himself. Chris seemed to reach the same conclusion. He snarled and gestured. A circle opened in the floor and a tube shot out of it. The tube was glass, filled with some sort of green fluid. There was a man's body in it. Akane didn't recognise it. Chris took a step toward it, even as the rotting reached the bottom of his jaw. Then, he collapsed in a boneless heap, the body falling to the ground in a puddle of black and green ooze. The body in the tube jerked. His eyes snapped open. He screamed, his words drowned out by the liquid. The flesh of the body simply exploded, rot tearing it apart in seconds. Chris gurgled and gestured again. Dozens of tubes emerged, probably close to a hundred, containing men and women, old and young. The one Chris was in tore itself apart violently, becoming a cloud of gore in the green liquid. Then Akane looked over as another body exploded, and another. It was happening too fast for her to follow. Before long, the entire room was filled with sickening clouds of rotting meat. Then there was a crash. Akane leapt. The tube had been right beside her. Glass sprayed across her body, cutting a few tears in her clothes. She staggered away as something fell out. It was barely human. It was impossible to tell if it had once been male or female, much less its features. Black ooze was slipping off its skull, but its eyes were still intact. Akane stared at those human, untouched eyes. They would burn themselves into her mind forever. The stark, naked pain in them. The need to know why, the pleading for mercy. She felt her gut clench as the thing reached for her. Its arm fell off with a wet splat before it could fully extend. The mouth opened and out came a sound that was just barely a voice. "Akane... please..." Akane forced herself to watch. This was what she had chosen. Damn her to hell, this was what she had chosen. She did not look away. She did not close her eyes. She did not ask him to understand. She didn't explain why. She could have. She could have told him that she had made her decision. That she would not save him because... the world did not need gods. It did not need things like that Nameless force, or Chris or anyone else. She wouldn't trust anybody with that power. Not Chris, not Ukyou, and not herself. She could have, but the words would have been empty, meaningless. So she did nothing. And it was the hardest thing she had ever done. The eyes held her for another moment. Everything had been stripped away from them. They were utterly human now. Then they looked away, frantically searching for something else, some salvation. The rotted flesh at the throat worked, and even though the jawbone had fallen off or melted in the moments since it had last spoken, a half-understandable voice emerged. "...ink... sav..." Then the eyes rotted out of the skull and the head bobbed back and forth for a moment. With a sound somewhere between a sigh and a gurgle it fell to the ground, the skull splitting across the ground like an overripe melon. Akane staggered away, and emptied her stomach. She wasn't certain how long she knelt there, shuddering and cold. Eventually she felt the danger retreat. She felt the Paradox retreat. The swords vanished like they had come, disappearing back into Oblivion. With a final shudder she rose to her feet and made her way to the door. The wind up here was thin and cold, and she could feel her breath escaping her. Whatever magic Chris had used to make this room habitable had been weakened precipitously when he'd torn the walls away. She fumbled with the door and it finally opened. She fell inside, spots dancing across her vision. The door slid shut with a hiss and she gasped for air. She curled up, crying softly. * This is the way the world ends. Ukyou looked up into Hotaru's eyes. They were bronze and inhuman, shaded by the blood pouring down her forehead. There was emotion in those eyes, hatred and pain and satisfaction of revenge. The girl was bringing down the Silence Glaive, to kill Ukyou. It does not end in fire or ice. Ukyou had fought a great deal to get to this moment. She had struggled past a vampire king and a mad planet. She had abandoned her friends and walked across the decaying dreamscape of humanity's collective soul. She had done a lot to try and save this girl. It ends with silence. But Hotaru did not want to be saved. She saw a world filled only with misery. The Nameless had brought her back from death, showed her its plans. It had whispered into her mind about how this was all a game. That all the struggle of the world was nothing but an excuse to test Ukyou. When you die, Hotaru will let go, and the Paradox will leave the world a soulless husk. Ukyou couldn't move. The swords of the ghosts Hotaru had summoned pinned her to the ground. Nanami had her swords pierced through Ukyou's shoulders. The vampire girl, like Hotaru, had been tortured by the Nameless to prepare her for this moment. Unless you stop it. For all Ukyou knew, the one person who had believed in her was dead. The light that Akira had given her, the support she had been since coming back to the world, was gone. Hotaru had spit her offer of salvation in her face. Everyone was going to die. She had to do something. The blade of the Silence Glaive plunged towards her heart. She closed her eyes. She could feel the Paradox, building up inside her again. She was absorbing it- Her eyes snapped open. Her palms clapped together. The blade halted just above her. Hotaru's eyes widened. "How?" Ukyou began to push back. The girl stumbled. The ghosts backed away, looking confused. Their hands were empty. Nanami fell back, opening and closing her fists. Ukyou coughed, blood running down her jaw. "You absorbed the Paradox," Hotaru said, frowning. "Yes..." Ukyou hissed. Hotaru smiled. "It will destroy you." Ukyou looked around. The crowds of ghosts were shifting. The swords in their hands were vibrating, trying to escape their phantom grips. If they broke free, it wouldn't be Hotaru they came after. "You have no more fetich soul, Ukyou. No more shield." "I don't need a shield," Ukyou informed her. She pushed the blade up and back and the girl grunted as she was forced back. Ukyou rose to her knees. "But you do," Integra said. She appeared at Ukyou's side, grabbing one arm. "You can't fight Oblivion," Yomiko said, grabbing her other arm. "This is the way the world ends," Ran said, wrapping her arms around Ukyou's neck and squeezing. Ukyou choked. Then she pushed again. "You... aren't... real!" The shades wavered slightly. "They are real," Hotaru informed her. "I dragged their souls out of the Oversoul, and gave them shape so that they could fight you." "They would never do this," Ukyou snarled. "Integra may hate me, but she would hate you more." The shade of Integra began to fade. "Yomiko is one of the most gentle souls I have ever met." The ghost of Yomiko was transparent, her grip was like mist. "Ran..." The phantom pulled its grip tighter as Ukyou felt doubt bloom in her heart. Maybe Ran really could hate her, for not saving her when she had the chance. "Ran may hate me..." Ukyou choked out, her breath coming in gasps. "But deep down inside, she was a hero! She fought to help people, and she would never stand for this!" Suddenly the phantoms were gone. Hotaru was thrown backward, barely keeping her grip on the glaive. The weapon hummed between Ukyou's hands. She rose, getting her feet under her. She could feel the paradox churning inside her, eating her up inside. "What about me, Ukyou?" Nanami said, suddenly appearing beside her. Her fist rocketed out and struck Ukyou in the chin. Ukyou's head snapped to the side and she gasped. "I'm not a phantom! I'm real. I've never even met you until today, and I hate you! I hate everything you've done to this universe. All the death and destruction just-urk!" Nanami was cut off as a silver rod was placed against her throat. Pluto snarled, pulling the Time Key Staff tighter as she dragged Nanami back. Her eyes met Ukyou's. She nodded, then went back to struggling with the vampire. In the end, she would likely be overpowered, but Ukyou would not need that much time. "I'm not going to let you stop me, Hotaru," Ukyou said. "I won't give up." "You can't save me!" Hotaru screamed. She pulled one hand free and gestured. The phantom army vanished, and suddenly the swords came in. It was a tornado of steel, a hellstorm that would tear all four of them apart. Hotaru smiled beatifically. Ukyou took a deep breath and focused, pulling on as much of the Third Circle as she could. The blades paused for a fraction of an instant. They stopped, the edge of one kissing the side of Hotaru's neck. The sword wavered for a moment, then flew back and slammed into Ukyou. She gasped, but bit back the worst of the scream. Then another blade hit her, and another. The entire storm swept in at her, and only her. "You're not..." Ukyou gasped. "Going to get away from me like that." "How do you think this is going to end, Ukyou?" Hotaru roared. "That if you just don't give up long enough, it will make everything better? That all you have to do to save me is just not fall down?" "I'm not giving up on you," Ukyou said. "I'm not giving up on me. I'm not giving up on anything. I'm through surrendering. So... let the Nameless do his worst." "This is it, Ukyou!" Hotaru screamed. "Nobody is going to save you, this time. There won't be any last minute heroics. There is no more hidden talents. No more fate. No more destiny. "Even Chris is dead," Hotaru hissed. And as she said it, Ukyou felt it. She saw the number of swords increasing, as if a huge number had come into existence all at once. Chris... a part of her was sad. He had been Aaron's friend. Even if he had become their enemy, it was still a blow. And now there would be no-one else. There was no one who had enough connection to the Third Circle to stop this if Ukyou fell. "Yes, that's right..." Hotaru whispered. "Do you really think that you have it, Ukyou? Do you really think you can resist Oblivion?" Ukyou twitched, her body spasming as the Paradox began to burn her up. Cracks were appearing on her skin. "You can't win." "This is the way the world ends!" "No." Ukyou grit her teeth. "You can't just deny it away, Ukyou!" It wasn't real, a part of her whispered. It was all a dream. This entire universe, all its pain and misery. It was a fantasy. "All the death, all the hatred... you can't just make it go away!" Except it wasn't. It was real. It was as real as her feelings made it. As real as anything Aaron had ever done. It was true. The pain, the joy, the hate and the love of it was all real. "The Nameless created this world for you, to be your crucible... so this world is yours, Ukyou." The Paradox was inside her, and it was outside, spinning through the heart of Oblivion. She was inside the soul of every living being. She was in a wound in reality. She was a dream. She was real. "So own it! Own all the misery! This is your world, Ukyou, made in your image. Are you proud of it? Do you love it?" She was Ukyou Kuonji. She was Aaron Peori. They were two people. They were one. They were real. They were a fantasy. Her eyes snapped open. Hotaru's bronze eyes stared into hers. "Take a look at me, Ukyou. Take a good long look at the child of your world! I am the Paradox, the consequence, the contradiction that can not be solved." "No," Ukyou whispered. She released her grip and stepped back. Hotaru cried out in triumph and thrust the Silence Glaive forward. Ukyou and Aaron took one last breath. There was no way they could do this. It was impossible. If that blade struck home, they would die. Every instinct they had told them to fight, to parry, to dodge. To do something. The blade slammed into her chest. The pain was worse than they had imagined. They gurgled as the blade twisted through their heart. Except that was the problem. They couldn't solve this with words, or fighting, or naked resistance. There was nothing they could do. Except change the world. The Silence Glaive shimmered for a moment. Then, it began to dissolve. Not flaking away into nothing, like so many of its victims had. Motes of light rose from its surface, each one carrying away a small part of its substance. In no time at all, the dread weapon had become a cloud of firefly lights. Hotaru's eyes widened. Ukyou collapsed to her knees, smiling. The swords around her stopped. She reached out with one hand and touched the nearest one. It seemed to shimmer for a moment, then with a pop it was replaced with a mote of light. Ukyou smiled wider. "What... what are you..." Hotaru gasped. "I'm going to fix it..." Ukyou said. "The Paradox... it was born when we destroyed souls. It was born when all those other worlds were destroyed to save this one." Ukyou spread her hands wide, and every sword within a meter flickered out, replaced by a mote of light. "Leaving nothing behind but the pain. Because souls are sacrosanct. They can not be created or destroyed. Only separated from each other. And that separation, that is pain. But if something can be broken, it can be repaired..." "You can't!" Hotaru roared, and charged. Her hand slammed into Ukyou's chest, knocking her down. The lights around them flickered again, screaming as the points of blades began to emerge. "You idiot! You're using the Third Circle to fix them? You'll just create more!" "No..." Ukyou stood up. She looked at Hotaru. She looked over at Nanami, who had sent Pluto sprawling. The vampire was looking at her in mixed awe and fear. "I can't..." Ukyou closed her eyes. She let her heart beat once. "But WE can!" Her eyes snapped open and she leapt forward, her hand extended. Suddenly, the entire galaxy of blades spun in place, trying to place itself between her and Hotaru. As she ran through them, the blades vanished into sparks of light. Hotaru could only stare as Ukyou placed her palm against her forehead. "This is not the end!" she screamed, and changed the world. To Be Concluded... Blade: Holy shit! It's almost over! Epsilon: Meh. Blade: Meh? MEH! How can you be MEH about this?! One more chapter and it's over! Three years of our lives went into this! Heck, three and a half years! Epsilon: (shrug) Blade: Be excited, you bastard! Epsilon: Don't mistake me, I understand the grvaity of the situation, it just... hasn't hit me yet. Blade: Huh? Epsilon: It's too big. I won't be able to appreciate this until it's over. Right now, I'm standing on the mountain, looking around at the view, and it's great. But I won't realise what it means until I can be far enough away to look back and see... how large it is. Blade: Hey, no fair! You went serious without me! Epsilon: Sorry. But this is probably the last author's note that will be posted in a chapter. I felt it should have more gravitas. Blade: Okay, okay. Usually, you wait until the last chapter to thank everybody for reading through everything, but this is the end of chapter 29, well over a million words from Ukyou first walking into Nerima. What, you're going to quit now? So thanks everyone, for sticking with us this long! Epsilon: Yes. I want to especially thank all our pre-readers: Chris's girlfriend, our Super Swedish Prereader, Ran Mace, Rob Kelk, Lathis, Rebecca and Ben. Blade: And all of you who were kind enough to leave a review. Though you'll forigive us if we don't list all your names. Epsilon: Also, we commissioned fifteen commemorative artwork pieces based on Hybrid Theory, and we will be writing an accompanying huge "what the hell were they thinking?" essay after the fanfic is completed. Mainly because, uh... we're attention-starved egomaniacs. Blade: So much for being serious. Epsilon: Well, this should get us back in the mood! * "It never ends. "I guess, I never really thought about it before. But it really never ends. It just goes on and on. This boundless thing we call 'existence' never stops. It stretches out into infinity. We all move along it, and not everyone makes it, but it never ends "One moment becomes the next. One challenge gives way to the next battle. One life ends, and another begins. Each decision leads to the next, and the next, and the next. There is no final state. We're not traveling towards anything, because no matter what destination we reach there is always somewhere else to go from there. "That's a lot to accept. Most people never have to. But I touched it. I felt it. I saw the whole thing, stretched out forever in front of me. It's a heavy thing. It can break you. It can make you despair. "But it also means one thing you didn't count on. "It means that even if I lose this battle, it will go on. Even if can't win, this fight will go on. If I fall, someone will stand up in my place. So don't think this is the end. One day, you will pay for this. One day, someone will take you down. And life will go on. "Because I am sure that while existence is eternal, you are not. So come on, you self-righteous son of a bitch! Give me everything you got!" Hybrid Theory Chapter 30: In The End